She Will be Loved (Completed)

PROLOGUE

[ R-18 ]

"Yosef please don't do this to me!" pagmamakaawa ko habang itinatali niya ang kamay ko sa headboard ng kama.

He just stared at me blankly and continue what he was doing.

Nagpumiglas ako but I can't fight him. He is too strong for someone like me who is too fragile. I just cried. Kasi yun na lang ang magagawa ko sa ngayon.Tears are flowing all over my face.

I kept on questioning myself kung bakit niya ito ginagawa but I just can't find the right answer. Or maybe there is no appropriate answer for this.

I got the urged to ask him while I'm still sobbing.

"Bakit mo ba ito ginagawa sa akin ha?! Sagutin mo ako Yosef! We're best friends since nung high school tayo but why the hell are you doing this to me?! What have I done to you?! Naguguluhan ako kasi wala naman akong maalala na naging atraso ko sayo. Are you on drugs ha?! Tell me Yosef! Tell me!" buong lakas kong sigaw sa kanya na halos ikapatid na ng hininga ko.

Mas gugustuhin ko pa ngang mamatay na ngayon pa lang kesa gawin niya ito sakin. Hindi ko matanggap na sarili ko pang best friend ang gumagawa nito.

"Ano ba Yosef sagutin mo ako! Sagutin mo ak--"

Hindi ko na naituloy ang sasabihin ko ng bigla niya akong sampalin. Yosef slapped me HARD. And this is the first time that he hurt me physically.

Lalong tumindi ang paghagulgol ko when he started undressing me. He took-off all my clothes. Wala siyang itinira kahit isa.

I stared at his eyes. Hindi siya ang best friend ko. At hindi rin best friend ang tingin niya sa akin ngayon. With the look in his eyes, para lang akong isang pagkain na pagppiyestahan niya ngayong gabi.

I bitterly smiled at the thought. I can't imagine na aabot kaming dalawa sa ganito.

Yosef removed all his clothes then positioned himself on my top. He started kissing my neck hungrily while his right hand was massaging my bre-st like a wild animal. Nasasaktan ako pero wala akong magawa. I just cried and cried until I gets tired of crying.

I was about to lose my consciousness when he whispered something in my ear.

"Ang tanga mo para magtiwala sa akin Chen. You're a fool. Akala ko ba matalino ka? If you think na kaibigan talaga ang turing ko sayo, dun ka nagkakamali."

Pakiramdam ko ay paulit-ulit na tinusok ng karayom ang puso ko sa sinabi niya. I treated him as my best friend pero hindi naman pala ganoon ang tingin niya sa akin.

I slowly close my eyes at hinayaan siyang gawin sa akin iyon. I don't have the guts to fight him because I'm so tired of everything.

I felt a sudden pain when he entered. But I didn't care anymore. I allowed him to feast my body for how many times. He never gets tired of it. F-ck!ng bastard.

I was numb for minutes. I felt so broken and empty while staring at him.

"Kill me now. I don't wanna live anymore." those were my last words before I passed out.

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