After breakfast we went to my dorm so i can tell them. Everything. I took my wand out and put a silencing charm around the room. I sat down on my bed "Okay, you guys have to promise not to freak out" they all nodded "You can't leave until i let you" they nod again "You have to wait until i'm done"
"Alright! Just tell us!" Ginny rushes me
"Okay okay. Which do you want to know first? Draco's or Dens'?"
"Draco" May says
I sigh "Alright. So, me and Draco were going to have a date, on Valentines Day, yesterday. I spent hours writing a little letter for him, because you know, he always writes me one. Anyways, i got all cuted up and went to meet him. I saw him talking to Lexi" i spat out her name like it was some kind of disgusting piece of food
"I went to kiss him but he moves his head to avoid my lips" hehe, my song
"So, basically what happened was in my song i sang last night" i said the lyrics, not sing
"I gave you my heart in a sweet love letter, But you gave it right back said I like her better. That's when my whole world came crashing down. He says I'm sorry, I just keep smiling, Inside it feels like I'm broken. I say it's okay, Happy Valentine's Day. The biggest lie I've ever spoken. They're walking out the door and I wave goodbye. As soon as their gone I start to cry. Put my faith in the wrong guy it's over over" i sigh
"When they left, i ran to the Room of Requirement and cried my heart out. Then after a couple hours i decided he wasn't worth crying over so i wrote that song. I went to the great hall at dinner to sing it. But at the end of the song, i saw Lexi snog Draco. That's why i ran out. I went back to the Room or Requirements. I cried even more. God i sound like a cry baby. Anyways, i tried to forget about him. But i couldn't, he's my everything, he meant the world to me. That's when i realized i... That i love him" they all gawked at me "You can talk now"
"He is so dead!" Fred, George, and Harry stood up
I stop then "No don't! Don't, please" i know them, they will beat him up. That's what they did to Ty. I don't want them to hurt Draco
"He broke your heart Ember" Fred tells me
"i know, just don't. Please"
"Bloody hell Ember. Don't you want us to get him back?" George asks
Mione groans "You guus! Ember doesn't want you to hurt him. Because she... Ember loves Ma-Draco"
"Bloody hell Ember" Ron says "You sure?"
I nod "More than anything"
"He broke your heart Ember" Harry tell me "You deserve better. And not that big head git, Malfoy"
I glare at Harry "I love him Harry. I know you hate him, but i love Draco. So much it hurts. And he just left me for that-that...."
May smirks "Say it. You know you want to"
"That mother fucking bitchy whore!" i yelled, everyone gaped at me
"Dang girl" May says
I roll my eyes "He left me for her! You know what he said? He gave me back the letter and says 'I like Lexi better. Sorry Ember' and i'm all 'What?' then he's all 'We're over Ember' emotionless! I ask why and he said, and i quote 'Why? Why don't you ask Weasley, since your so close to him. Closer than you were with your own boyfriend- scratch that Ex boyfriend. you're like Pansy when you're around George' i tried telling him there's nothing between me and George but he's all 'Sorry Ember' then i'm all It's Okay.Have fun you two. Happy Valentines day' when i really wanted to do was to rip that slut's head off and feed it to some creature in the forest!"
George's eyes widen "He thought there was something between us?"
I nod "Yeah! I was going to tell him why but he just left!"
"Yeah" Ginny says "You and George seem closer than usual"
I sigh "That's Dens' story. Do you know why he left?" everyone but George shook their head "Its because he..... raped someone"
"What?!" Mione exclaims "Who?"
"Me...."
"Bloody hell Ember! Why didn't you tell us?!" Fred asks
"Because i was afraid! The only ones who knows are the professor, Dumbledore, George, Cedric, and Luna. George, Ced, and Luna knows because they found me after it happened"
"What happened to the.... You know... Baby?" Ginny asks
"As much as i hated it.... I Gave her away. She's at an orphanage. I want her so much. But.... I don't know how to tell her. She's 3 years old. Dens doesn't know. I've asked Dumbledore if i can get her back. He says he's trying to. He said it'll take a couple months to get my little girl back...."
"You were raped when you were 12?!?" Harry asks/yells "How come we never noticed?"
"Because i used a spell to cover it! You know how i would always get sick? How i almost died when we went to the Chamber of Secrets? How i wasn't able to play quidditch or any physical activities? They were because i was pregnant. You don't know how scary it was being pregnant at age 12. All the professors helped. Especially George, Cedric and Luna" i say in one breath
"Damn" May breaths
"A baby? You have a bloody baby!" Fred says "Bloody hell Ember. I thought you were a virgin" George slaps Fred on the back of the head "Ow!"
"Why didn't you tell us?" Mione asks
At least they aren't freaking out "I didn't tell you because i was afraid! That you guys will treat me differently. That people would think i'm some whore"
"But you aren't Ember. We won't treat you differently" Ginny says
I sigh "I'm suppose to have her back by the end of the month"
"We'll help you with her" Mione rubs my back
I groan "I'm 14 years old. With a 3 year old daughter. God i feel like a slut!"
"Don't say that!" George scolds me "You are not a slut Ember. You were just raped by a sex thirsty bastard"
I roll my eyes "Yeah, that makes me feel so much better!"
"Ember" Harry says "You're in love with a Slytherin. Had a baby with a Ravenclaw whore. Are you okay? I mean, we'll help you. I know i was a jerk. But i'll help..... As long as i'm uncle Harry" he smiles
I chuckle "Alright Uncle Harry"
"Uncle Fred!"
"Uncle George!"
"Uncle Ron!"
"Aunty Ginny!"
"Aunty May!"
"Aunt Hermione!"
I laugh at my friend "Alright. I love you guys. You're amazing friends"
"Group hug!!" i became a November sandwich. Merlin i love them. I don't know where i would be without them...
