Taming Heart {Completed}

Chapter 26

Kyle POV:

"Is this what you call report? Damn Kevin what's wrong with you? Do you want to lose your job? Get out and make sure you check before bringing it to me" I dismiss him while I intercom Nancy.

"Did you have the files I asked? If then hurry up to my cabin I need to look at it" I order her. After a while Nancy comes in holding the Miguel files and drops it at my desk.

I go through it "OK leave it here and send me some coffee and this time do make it correctly if you don't want to lose your job" I threaten her.

She gets out of my office. I look after the files when my phone rings not again. It's Sarah she has been calling for a whole week and somehow I have managed to ignore her calls but till when?

I'm still mad at her. But the truth is I'm mad with myself more how I can be an asshole, treating her like that. I close my eyes and try not to think about her, this girl has somehow turned my life upside down the moment she crashed in to me in Jess's wedding I groan. God I miss her and her smarty remarks.

After Brad's get together I have been mad at her and having my doubts, she had perfect opening to inform that we got married but she didn't. Well she hardly calls me her boyfriend in front of all, it took her so damn much to tell her family.

I've never been this reckless with making decisions in my life and marriage is a once in a life time thing how can I mess it up this way without giving it a second thought?

I should have been more responsible before taking such a huge step in my life. But when it comes to her all I know is, I have to make her mine just mine.

Even thinking about her with other guy except me makes my blood boil. How can I let her go and the only way to make her mine was marriage?

So, I lost all my moral grounds before jumping in on the opportunity when it came to bind her to me forever. But now I'm re-thinking about it, I shouldn't have taken that decision even if I don't regret it I should have known.

Sarah wasn't ready for this knowing her past I should have handled everything properly due to this now I'm going to loose her.

Every day for past month she kept making excuses and avoiding informing her family about us and everyday I felt I was losing her little by little.

I knew I was harsh with her God! Those eyes watching me so innocently and begging me to stop accusing her but hell if that didn't rile me up more because I knew I had to push her so she can stop hiding about us.

She is so innocent my sweetness who is nothing like my old relation, but I couldn't handle living with her, hiding our relation and truth about us.

So I stopped going home early, every night seeing her asleep in our bed wearing my shirt was torture but then I had to control my urges my baby wasn't ready for the whole lovemaking.

But the time she was taking was killing me and not telling her folks was one of the reasons I didn't want to just take her up in my bed underneath me.

But after waiting so long and still nothing from her I lost it. The scared and startle face she had when I yelled at her still haunts me. My baby was scared of me, I was ashamed of myself and I couldn't face her after that.

I was interrupted from my thoughts when Nancy entered with my coffee "thanks" I replied before I dismissed her as well as my thoughts.

After reaching my house I freshen up. After the Domino incident work has load up every documents and contracts are cross checked. I walk to the kitchen and make coffee for me while ordering up some take out before moving to my living room and start my work. About half and hour later my food arrives, I pay for it and start eating.

Just as I take my bite Kate calls "When are you exactly going to bring her back?" she asks making me sigh.

"I have never tried to get involved in your life before, so I expect same from you" I tell her.

"But I won't, you need to see her she is miserable without you" Kate states and I feel my anger rise.

"Katherine how many times do I have to warn you not to interfere, didn't I asked that you are not going to meet her up. But do you listen?" I scold her.

"I didn't meet her but I asked Lily about her and I don't think I take orders from you if u didn't clear this up soon I'm going to take some actions" with that she hangs up.

I just lost my appetite I put the food in the fridge and sit at the couch trying to focus in my work but I can hardly concentrate on it. My mind keeps drifting towards my baby.

It's not like I haven't checked on her but the opposite I have been stalking my own wife every damn time I get!

Following her to her work and place waiting outside her apartment for hours, wishing she would see me from her window and come running but she never did. May be she was with her mother but still i would wait just hoping she will come.

Yes! My baby was miserable anyone can notice that with all the bags and dark circles under her beautiful eyes and she also has lost her weight.

As I watched her today at her office from faraway after lunch I was about to go back when I saw her coming she got in her car and drove off while I followed her. She went to a hotel I wonder why?

I got out of my car and walked behind her where she met with a woman and talked few minutes before they went inside. I followed her at the back, it was a beautiful place everything green and lush with birds and ducks ah!

The venue for Emma and Brad I remember there opinion about place like this for there reception.

I watch her sitting alone in the riverside and turn back that's when my phone beeps I got a new mail I open and it's from Sarah. I listen to the things she says and the way she tries not to cry at the end.

I look back where she is still sitting and there she is my baby crying, I feel my heart constricted and without knowing I walk towards her but the woman she was with before comes and I stop turning back and away from her.

It was hot and I could hardly breathe, it was a bad idea being this close to her I have to get my mind set and go away. I reach my office in foul mood and start asking the files to distract myself from her.

I groan and get up of the couch to pick my phone. I dial her number but before it rings I cut it that's exactly what i have been doing for the past week.

Yes, a whole week without her being close, holding her, kissing her and of all hurting her. Guess time to put both of us out of misery. If she doesn't want to be with me then I have to set both of us free and out of this relation before we both get to hurt.

I wake up next morning making a decision to visit Sarah and discuss everything before we both go our separate ways. I change and take my keys before driving to Sarah's house. I sit in the car debating to go in or call her 1st what if she is angry and refuses to meet me.

I take a deep breath and move to her building and as I open the door with the keys she gave me I freeze with the sight in front of me and what see boils my blood.