Trapped by Emotions

The Dream Team

Three long days had passed since I had that strange dream, but it was still  occupying my mind, I didn't know why, but I was still keeping the education at the first place and I was really hardworking regarding my studies, even though everyone called me lazy, maybe they are right, but I don't really worry about the things that someone says about me, everyone is entitled to their own opinion and if someone doesn't like me, then I try to stay away from that person, but since I have an attitude that is very strong like my father's, I like to discuss the matter in most of the cases.

Anyway, it was Saturday morning and I was having breakfast when my mother noticed that something worries me, I told her about my dream I had three days ago, and she just laughed saying that I would never grow up, but that she understands me and that she had also been in love with my father at my age. I didn't understand what is she trying to say since I haven't been in love, and I don't even know the girl, but she was teasing me so I just went to the gym to relax myself with a training.

I wanted to go out that evening with my friends so I called Harry, Tony, Tom and Percy. Harry was always available when drinking was involved so he accepted my call immediately, Tony accepted just because he doesn't have anything better to do, but I know he wasn't a real friend to me, he was tight-fisted, he always sought only his own benefit and he was always looking for a cigarette, even though he had his own pack, but then again he never did anything wrong to any of us and he was sweet-tempered, so there wasn't any harm, and he is very funny when he gets drunk, Tom also accepted my call, he is a tall man, two years older than Harry, Tony, Percy and me, but then again he was part of our so to say «company», he is a very proud person, he is generous, and he was really a friend that anyone could just dream of, even though Harry was always better to me in my opinion, he was really a perfect person, and I think he will stay like that for the whole life. Percy was a kind person, silent, always silent and mystic in some way, but very kind and generous, he would never do harm to anyone, especially not his friends, he was also a very ambitious and smart student, a good guy in the company, he didn't smoke, he never drank too much and we all loved him. So we went out, we tried to relax from the school week, of course not all of us, Harry and Tom never actually went to college, Harry actually didn't even finish high school in the proper way, but it didn't matter to me, nor to anyone of us, since he was a good person. We bought our beers, wines and colas at Tomy's and went to park where we drank, had fun, listened to music, and met with other gangs hanging out there. I liked that because it was weekend and I never had fun since I got into a lot of trouble with the police in high school so my parents forbid me long stays, but now it seems like I have all the time in the world, and then again I was a good student so I guessed no one would complain to me. Moreover, we were a company that was never really interested in girls' company, because we always had a bad experience with that, someone would always screw up, either us, or them. Only Tom was always in girls, he was actually a romantic soul, he was in love with one girl – Trixie, she always liked him, but he didn't want to confess that, but then again we liked him, since he was «one of us».

That night we all got so drunk that I don't really know what to write, as I remember Tom kissed some girl and he doesn't even remember who, Harry slept in its own puke and when he woke up we hadn't known where he had gone. Luckily Percy as always the smart one drank only enough to relax himself so he helped me get home and we helped Tom get through halfway and we never found Harry and Tony, as usual, every weekend was like that. Then Tom sent me a message he got into a relationship that night with that girl he was with, I imagined it was Trixie, since he was always into that girl, but he wouldn't confess and as the sun was rising I got a message that woke me up, it was Tom, it said: «Trixie and I are together». I never liked that girl, I don't know why...