Trapped by Emotions

Epilogue

All of the things that I had passed through and things that I described to you here are pretty much all over and my life finally got on the right road, since there is nothing interesting left to tell except one last thing, it is soon time to end this my dear reader. Anyways, let's carry this through.

Rosalie's story began anew with new characters inside, new places, but fortunately, far away from me, deep inside, I still wish her all the best, all the happiness she could find, I wish her to find, all the love she could get, I wish her to get, although she hurt me, I know who she is and somehow, although it's weird, I think I know why she did that, but I will keep that thought for myself. I heard from Anna, she is kind of my soulmate from college, we don't hang out so much as we do in school and we talk about lots of things. Actually, I knew her since elementary school and she told me that Rosalie changed completely and that she lost a lot of friends, well, at least that they don't look at her the way they did before after her break-up with me, she told me that she had probably even cheated on Dennis and that Trixie and her ex class are the only «real» friends she got left in Jader. All the others just act like they are ok with her, but talk about her like a slut behind her back. Anna told me a story about her and Rosalie's birthday, they decided to celebrate it together, it was also the last time I saw Rosalie for a short time, just passing by and looking at me with a deadly view, anyways, they had lots of drinks, Freddie was also on that birthday and apparently Rosalie wanted to use a chance while Dennis is not there to catch a guy for a night and Anna told me that the guy Rosalie had wanted, was no other than Mark (my ex colleague) and that guy was never interested in being with Rosalie, not even for a night, he actually wanted Anna. Predictably, after he rejected her and went to talk to Anna privately, Rosalie apparently got completely mad at Anna, Anna tried to calm her down and told her that she needed to think about her boyfriend, but that apparently didn't mean much to Rosalie. It's sad, that's what I thought about her before I fell in love and even some time shortly after our break-up,  I hope she will find her way to the light side one day, but unfortunately, some things never change...

Regarding the others, Harry continued his way of life the same way that he lived it before, he and I started hanging out together a lot more, just the way we did before any event from the past had happened. Furthermore, there are two guys he met once when he was outside, drinking. They are from another country, I don't recall the name, but I know that they are brothers and quite funny guys. Their names are Kirk and Norris and they hang out with us all the time. I can see that they respect Harry very much, and friendship in general, that's very important. We are all good friends, I can call them my best friends even, but then again, their only interest is still alcohol. Although he is always up for a drink, Harry respects friendship and he even managed to find a job, with the help of his father of course. He works as a security guard at some elementary school in town, not a bad job for someone like him and he didn't really have to know anything except for how to keep everything in order with the kids and the building, which doesn't seem really hard to do.

Tony was however, a bit of a different case, he didn't even remain in  town, he moved to the island with his father, who had opened a carpentry workshop there and since Tony didn't have any money, nor the job, he had to work with his father and I don't really know what had become of him by now, only thing I know is that he lives on the island now, I don't know if he ever comes to Jader. If he had been a better cook in high school and if he had learned something, maybe he would even find something here, a lot of people are in search for a cook these days, especially in the season.

Percy seems like a person that never changes, even now his best friend is a video game and his way of life is the same, games, studies and he goes out maybe once or twice a month, a boring guy, but nevertheless, a very good person. He fell in love with some girl at the college, but he never approached her. That is actually his only flaw, he is such an introvert and a very shy person. Maybe he will change one day.

That was the situation regarding my foremost friends in life, as for those that WERE my friends once, excluding the ones who are not with us anymore, Trixie and Tom were gone, nobody knows where and nobody knows what had happened with them. As a matter of fact, I don't even know if they are with us on this world anymore. They have a child, my guess is that they went to Trixie's family to raise their child and live with them at least for some time. I heard that they come back to Jader from time to time to live with Tom's since they don't have their own apartment. I can't say that I really have anything to do with them since I had long forgotten about hate and revenge, but I will definitely never like them.

Freddy and I reconciled after all the events since we were very good friends before and we knew each other since childhood. Furthermore, we weren't even in a real fight. Of course, he remained the same regarding his interests, he had played video games all day long, listened to music, read history books, he went out from time to time with us, but he definitely changed as a person, we still hung out together, but I was let's just say, suspecting that he doesn't really have any feelings towards the whole gang, he likes alcohol and so on, but he became a troll, he is just joking around. I think that although we reconciled and so on, he doesn't look on me the same way he did before, but it doesn't matter, I can still call him a friend and have a drink with him, that's the only thing that matters as to him, so to me.

Ronald probably remained the same as he was before and by that I mean stupid, crazy and with a lot of other psychological problems. However, I heard that what happened to him was a very terrible thing. His wife Lorry used him just to get some documents regarding the nationality and she even robbed him. Now they are going through all kinds of courts and police all the time. She even cheated on him with her boss. It's horrible, but he remained the same stupid guy I once knew. I've seen him a lot of times when I was out with friends. To sum it up, he also remained one big fat liar, the baby that Lorry «had» of which George informed me about was of course, a lie.

That's about it, sometimes I think about the past and how it was beautiful when everything seemed so simple, I had my real dream team, my best friends and we were going out, having fun, partying, drinking and there was of course, time for studying, at least for Percy and me. It was really great, but then love comes and changes everything, all your emotions mix up and it's as if the other side of you comes to the light. One day you are teenager who just wants to have fun, party and live carefree and the other day, you are in love, thinking only about your beloved person. It's crazy how you get trapped by emotions so easily.

Thank God it's all over, it's good to be young again... Maybe this world actually will bring the true love one day, one that is a story with a happy end, but that, is a story for another time...

THE END