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Forbidden Kiss

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I don't know what happened to me lately, but I lost appetite, I barely can't sleep, thank to her. I purposely go out alone today and walk around the city. It's been awhile since I was too busy working my ass of in my working room, I don't even know what happening around me. Maybe that's why she left me, I'm too busy in my own world.

I don't blame her, maybe I'm not good enough for her. She deserve someone better, someone who at least give shit about what's happening with the world, or someone who can compliment her in public, someone who might makes her laugh everytime.

She doesn't deserve me, who don't give a shit about what's happening around, who can't give her compliment everytime, because I was too flustered even to let out a word. So, I'd just act cool. I can't even makes her laugh all the time because I'm too worried if my jokes were lame. I'm scared if she doesn't like it. But it doesn't matter anymore, she left me.

I sat down on a bench in a park, try to relaxing myself. The weather is pretty cold since it's winter. No one's in this park, which make it feels so silent. Memories flashback in my mind about her and I took out my phone and accidentally touch my instagram only to saw her selca with her new boyfriend.
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"New boyfriend? It's not new, Yoongi. It's just you who can't accept the truth." My mind said. I chuckles pitying myself.
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It has been months and yet I still can't get over her. Her photo with her boyfriend kill me inside and if I know broken heart would hurt this bad, I swear I will never fall in love. I'd much rather fall a sleep. I stare at her photo with him one more time, jealousy and anger filled my heart that I throw away my phone as I let out a groans.

After calm down my heart. I walk to where my phone landed and like a fool, I picked it up, then keep it in my pocket, walk back home? I think I'm using a right word, home. I just saw my home, walking to my way, am I daydreaming?

I saw her familiar and lovable figure walk to my way. I was startled and stop on my track when I realize she notice me.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"O..oh? Yoongi?" She asked, shit how I miss to heard my name from her lips.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"Y... yeah... It's been awhile. How have you been?" I asked back, trying to not doing something stupid.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"Just usual. How are you?" She asked and I still feel her caring through her sentence.
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She look at me waiting for my answer, and I took this chance to staring at her face that I miss so much. I miss her and I still love her. I can see that she still love me from her eyes!
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"No! Yoongi! She already has a boyfriend!" Another me fight in my mind. I think, do something stupid for someone you love won't hurt right? Love do makes people stupid, so why should I care? I move closer to her, hold her cheeks and kiss her lips.
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I know she was surprised because I can feel her grip as she trying to push me but she can't do it because I hold her tighter. She keep trying to release herself from me and when I finally let her go, she slap me, hard.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"MIN YOONGI!!!! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING??" She yelled and is it just me or what? But I can see tears in her eyes. Did I hurt her?
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I pull her in my embrace and hug her tight, don't let her go. "Please, come back to me. I can't live without you. I beg you." I didn't notice I cried.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"We are over, Yoongi. You know I have a boyfriend now." She said slowly and I'm sure I can heard her sobbing.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"No... You don't love him. You still love me, I know it. Please... please take me back." I beg like an idiot although I know, her answer will be...
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"No, Yoongi. I'm sorry." She said and left.
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Few days later, here I am again in the same park. I was planning to walk around to look for some inspiration when I saw her sitting on the same bench where I sat few days ago.

I come to her side and look at her confusedly because she looks gloomy. She notice my presence then look up and when she finally saw my face, she let out a sigh.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"Min Yoongi, thanks for your kiss days ago, my boyfriend misunderstood and broke up with me." She said sarcastically and I feel like angels were rapping in my heart.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"Nah, finally, the best news of the year."