BTS SUGA Oneshots 《COMPILATION》✓

silent screams

I remember the look on her face when I walked down from the street. My eyes were piercing to the Park. That specific spot because I notice the glimpse of her.

Am I hallucinating?

I saw her in another's arms. Only a month we've been apart.

She look happier. She does.

I recalled the conversation I had with Namjoon earlier. He told me that I'll be happier too one day. I knew he's right but I can't help but think, I would be way happier when I'm with her.

Scoffing pathetically, I gulped down another shots of my vodka. I hate that the music wasn't so loud in this bar. It wasn't loud enough to cover me from hearing my thoughts.

Those endless fights.
Those hidden meaning behind my harsh words.
Those hidden tears between my sharp gaze.
Those unsaid words.

'Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you. But ain't nobody love you like I do. I promise that I will not take it personal if you're moving on with someone new and I know that there's others that deserve you but if they breaks your heart like lovers do, just know that I'll be waiting here for you.'

I wish it will reach her.

Talked about her, I just saw her.
Damn, am I hallucinating again?

I sat on the corner of the room and saw her walk inside a bar. Everything's reminding me of her, except she's with someone new.

He said something to make her laugh. I saw that both of their smiles were twice as wide as ours.
Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself she's happier.

Right, Yoongi. She look happier, she surely does.

Without me.