BTS SUGA Oneshots 《COMPILATION》✓

Angel That I Love

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An unusual scene was happening inside your apartment that night. A sight of a man with bucket hat, black mask and long sleeve shirt was seen entering your place. Lucky that he entered your password correctly unless anyone could report him was a criminals.
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After he took of his shoes, he scan through the living room while making his way to your bedroom but right before he reach the door knob, a sight of you laying on your couch stopped him.
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Furrowing his eyebrow, he walk towards you while having lots of questions in his head about how you ended up sleeping on the couch. Once he's close enough, he kneel down to get a better view of your face and how surprised he was when he saw your ruined mascara messed up around your eyes.
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"She cried to her sleep?" he questioned to himself and reflexively grab your hand and squeeze it gently. "What happened to you my dear?" He mutter slowly and bring your hand to his lips only to land a soft peck.
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He doesn't realize how long he's been drowned in his mind just by staring at the space of his fingers - where yours fit perfectly - until your voice woke him up.
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"Yoongi?" you called him softly and he quickly turn to you. "Since when you came? Did you wait for too long, I'm sorry I-"
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"No. I didn't wait for too long. What happened? Why you cried yourself to sleep?" Yoongi asked, feel concerned and gently rub your cheeks.
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"I didn't!" You exclaim and cup your own cheeks. "I mean, I cried a bit earlier but I didn't cried myself to sleep. My eyes feel heavier after I cried so I fell a sleep." You confess honestly because you know there's no point to lie, at least not to someone like Yoongi.
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"Mind to explain, why you cried?"
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"I fought with a friend."
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"Why?"
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"Yoongi, tell me how to trust a person again after they ruined it by themselves? It took years to build and seconds to ruin, isn't it?"
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"Cheonsa, who hurted your feelings?"
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"A friend who revealed things that I told her to someone who used to be my friend because she want us to reconcile again."
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"And it didn't works?"
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"No. Because that ex-friend don't even want to reconcile, she just wanted to bring me down and it's impossible for us to do that when all she ever wanted to do is hurt me."
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"What happened to that friend of yours then?"
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"I don't know. She apologized but I don't know how to react. I'm mad. I'm hurted. I'm disappointed. She ruined the trust between us."
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"Do you hate her now?"
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"I don't know."
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"Can't you forgive her?"
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"I already did but I can't act like nothing happened either. I'm not an angel. I'm a normal human heing. I have feelings too."
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"But your name is Cheon-Sa-Rang, you're an angel for me. Can't you stop thinking about it and give me a smile now?" He asked cutely, clearly know that you can't resist his aegyo but being an annoying girlfriend, you asked him back, "What bring you here anyway? Because I know your comeback is coming soon and usually it's even hard to see you in the company, so what bring you here?"
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Exhales a deep breathe, Yoongi makes annoying face as he lay down on the couch and using your thigh as his pillow. He doesn't even want to force you to do things. He knew you so damn well for that.
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"I miss you. That's why I'm here." He answers and grab your palm again, only to play with it. That's his favorite things to do when both of you are together. "I came in and found you sleeping in here with your ruined mascara. For seconds I was thinking hard if I make any mistakes but then your beautiful palm attracted me and I'm drowned in our past memories again." He started to blabbering and you can't help but smile.
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Yoongi rarely talk a lot but when he do, nothing can't stop him. Moreover, you like it.
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"I think about the several moments of crisis in my life. Where I walked through my hectic life, I start talking to the sky and like a drunk man I try to pick a fight with God, saying harsh things because of my gloomy future. Dreams that I secretly trembled for, during my immature days. They were just faraway dreams, extravagances for the penniless me. but what? Then you came to me, just like destiny, I’m only looking at you and you’re only looking at me."
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Your smile make its way to your lips because of his words while your other free hand make its way to Yoongi's soft fluffy hair.
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"I keep falling most of the time but get back on my own, even on the uphill road. I go up but I fall again. I remember, crowds of people that I call friends laugh at me, pointing fingers as I looked at them. But then you knew my heart, you embraced me warmly. I used to be a silly bum. An amateur guy who can't even by food for my self. I was so tired because I keep struggling and falling but you put wings on me and fly with me. Don't you know that you're my angel, Cheonsa?
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Because of you, I am who I am today. You're the angel that makes me smile. I can do anything for you. So, don't worry to much. No matter what they say, Imma hold you closer." He grin cutely and pull you closer to give you a sweet peck on the lips that naturally makes another smile crept into your lips.
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"You are my angel that putting a smile on my face when I’m sad. So I'll do the same to you and makes you smile, just like this. I love you, Cheon Sarang. Please remember this. You will always be my Angel. The Angel that I love."
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No matter what happens, you got him and you believe everything is gonna be alright.
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Because Yoongi too, the angel that you love.
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