BTS SUGA Oneshots 《COMPILATION》✓

Mindless Dreaming

After finished with some flips and twist, you stood back on the ground on both of your feet and panting hard. Your fellow martial arts trainer was giving you applause as you give them your formal bow at them.
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"Nice one. Keep up with your balance." your trainer said and give you a proud smile.
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"You're so cool! I can't even do the flashkick."
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"Teach me your butterfly twist, sunbae."
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Some of your friends and hoobae praising you. You were smiling proudly but your smile fade away when you saw a fade blonde hair man walked passed your trainer room.
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Wearing his favorite all white outfit that makes him looks unreachable than he already is.
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"Sunbae." you heard a voice call for him.
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With his sincere warmest smile he turn back facing her and with that they head towards somewhere, together.
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Min Yoongi, is one of the best pianist in your art school. He's like a prince charming with his cold attitude but he has the sweetest smile for his princess and sad fact, you're not his princess. He's in love with a girl in a same year as you, a singer. A sweet feminine girl, which had amazing soothing voice, not some sweaty girl who love to jump here and there, kick and twist around, like you.
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Another sad fact is, you were hopelessly crushing on him. You still remember your first encounter with him.
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It was your first year in this school and,
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"Hey.."
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It was a pretty fine day when you heard his voice, who he talking to in here? You were sure that you're the only one stay in this training room at this hour.
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"Are you talking to me?"
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"Yes, you." He smile and your heart almost stop beating when he smile brightly as he come closer to you. "I'm sorry, you must be surprised, I know we haven't talk to each other before, but if you don't mind, I need your help." He asked shyly.
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"S-Sure. Sure." you can't believe you stutter at this moment. "What can I help you, sunbae?"
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"You know about our Winter End-Year Party?"
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"Yes?"
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"So, I'm gonna be performers at that night and I want you to dance your martial arts while I playing my piano." He said and your can feel your jaw drop.
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"W-wait, sunbae. Are you serious? I mean, maybe you mistook me as a singer or -"
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"No, I know you're master in Martial Arts Tricking, and Mr. Wang also recommend you to join me with the performance."
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"B-But, doesn't it will be weird? I mean your piano performance must be smooth, mellow, beautiful and not something that can collaborate with martial arts?"
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"That's why I want both of us to work on this, it will be so cool if we worked on it! Come on, just give a try first, if we can't make it until the end, I won't force you to do it." He assured you.
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He was so cute and handsome when he plead, so you can't just say no to him.
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You never know, that a little collaboration between both of you lead you to something else. As days passed, you can't stop your feelings for him, it's getting deeper and deeper each day. Moreover, most of the time both of you will practicing together after school, or just to hang out to think of creative concept and all.
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Slowly both of you were getting closer with him and your feelings for him was real, you know it. And based on how he treat you and look at you, you can guess that maybe he had a little feelings for you as well, so you braven yourself and planning to confess to him that night after you done your collaboration.
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As he expected, the collaboration attract a lot of students and teachers as well. They were praising how both of you collab well and how both of you meant to be each other, you were happy to hear that and Yoongi was smiling as well, but it feels different.
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You saw his eyes was throwing at the crowd like looking for someone else and without you realize he was nowhere to be found. You tried your best to find him, since you want to confess, it's now or never. So once you found him, you run to him and makes him turn to you.
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"Min Yoongi Sunbae, I have something to say..."
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"Me too! Let me say mine first!" He looks so blissful and he even squeeze your hands, but why you feel terrible inside, you were... scared. "Thank you! Thank you for your hard work until we made it success today. Without you I won't be able to perform that nice, without you she won't even notice me. So thank you!!" He keep shaking your hand but your jaw dropped in agape and a single tears drop willingly on your cheeks.
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You tried to smile, but it feels so heavy. Breathing becomes the hardest thing to do.
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"I really like that girl you know, and she congratulate me just now. I even got her number, I think we will getting along well." He added and smile happily. "Now, what you want to tell me??" He asked and you shake your head.
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"I-I..." you stutter. "I just want to congratulate you and of course thank you too. If you never asked me for this collab, I will never do something like this." You cried more and wipe it away. "Aish, I'm so touched that I keep tearing." You lied and he chuckles.
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Suddenly he pull you to his embrace for a second before pull away.
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"I'm the one who should be grateful. I promise I will treat you meat if I get to date her." He grin and you can hear another piece of your heart just broke more.
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'No, please no.' your inner keep shouted but you just nod, weakly.
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Ever since that day, you try your best to makes spaces with him and look at how he getting close with her now,you guess it's just the matter of time for him to fulfill his treat promise to you, so you try to focus more on your love to martial arts, you keep practicing, jump, kick, twist, and fall.
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You didn't mind falling on the hard ground, the harder ground, is the better choice.
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At least, if you train yourself well, it won't be that hurt when one day he completely broke your heart.
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Or maybe if you do well, he might notice you and realize that you're the only one for him?
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Or is it just mindless dreaming for you?