BTS SUGA Oneshots 《COMPILATION》✓

Back To Me

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His lips crept into a little smile revealing his famous gummy smile. His eyes turn into eyesmile for awhile until Jin snap him back to the reality.
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"You're in your own world again, Yoongi." Jin sighed and give him a glass of coffee.
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"Thanks." Yoongi answered coldly before sip the coffee slowly.
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"Please stop staring at me with that bright smile. I'm not her. It's creepy you know." Jin was trying to joke, but his younger friend didn't bother to response. "Yoongi, stop run away from her. It won't solve the problem. You can't just wait for her to come and confront you to go back home with her like she used to. There's always a limit for everything." Even Jin who used to show his playful side, for once in a while, he know how to act cool.
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"That's right, oppa." a girl come in the scene and sat beside Jin, it's Seyeon, Jin's girlfriend. "I'm not trying to involve in your problem but you've been stay here for a week and no offense but usually eonnie never makes you stay away this long. You know that well." She added which makes Yoongi sigh and stood up without any words.
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Yoongi can clearly heard Jin scolding his girlfriend slowly for what she just said but Yoongi just smile, pitying him self because he know what Seyeon said is just right.
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Usually you'll look for him after 3 or 4 days, but this time it has been a week and you don't even make a single call. He knew he's just messed everything up but his pride hold him back to apologize, to look after you, to admit that he was wrong.
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"You never admit that you were wrong. You never apologize although you know you're wrong! You never text me first, you don't even want to do a pair look with me. It's always me who started everything first! I made the first move! Sometime I wonder if I never do anything, would there be a day like today?" your last sentences from the last fight lingering in his as he made his way out from Jin's house.
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He was wearing his oversize black hoodie along with black masker. No one can see his gloomy face. He put his hand inside both of his pocket and walk without any destination.
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"Is this the ending?" he questioning himself when he stopped right on the bus stop. "Or is it just another typical drama? But Min Yoongi ain't up for some typical drama."
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"I told you. I'm not a good guy. I'm a cold hearted guy! I'm not good with good words and sweet act. I can't please you like your dream boyfriend! You agreed with it, I've warned you! So deal with it!" his own words before he completely leave you echoing again in his head.
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Deep inside he knew, he knew that you've been dealing with all his sht, his tight schedules, his cold attitudes, his harsh words and action but after all you loved him. You loved him with your all, so you stay but he admitted,
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He admitted that he has crossed the line in the last fight, yet how to reach you again?
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"..." you finally pick up the phone after he bombarded you with his calls, but you don't even make a sound.
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"I know you're listening, so don't hung up. I'm not good with words. Aish, why I even make a call?" He muttered frustratingly and messed up with his hair.
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"I ran away like a coward I know. I’m getting used to it, it's pathetic, I know. Like a misunderstanding, I thought the end was here, but I think I don't like that idea. I messed everything up, I'm sorry. It's like I’m in another typical drama but without you the drama isn't even interesting. I feel so empty. My good morning and good night only filled with regrets." Yoongi muttered while walking to anywhere his legs lead him.
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'He's still so poetic, even when he's apologizing.' You thoughts.
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"Hayoon. I miss you all day. Every day, I draw you as if I’m a painter. Even deep into the night I hear you in my dreams. Memory replay. Your 'I love you' I wanna hear those sweet words from you again just like before. The words that comforted me-- sht! Why is this harder than writing lyrics?!" He cursed silently and you want to laugh, but you bite your lower lips to prevent you let out any sound.
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"Hayoon, can you please say something? I wanna hear your voice. The melody that rang in my ears and calm me down. Whisper to me once more. I know I’m so selfish but I’ll try to embrace you."
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"And how are you going to do that?" you finally asked and suddenly you heard something from your back, so you turn around and widened your eyes.
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Min Yoongi is in your room and surprisingly, on his knee, keep his head down.
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"I'm sorry, forgive me." He whisper slowly. "Don't pass me by like that!" He increase his voice as he notice you walk pass him but you just hissed his hand away before you rush to close the door where Yoongi just came in.
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The thing is, you're not alone in this shared house. Hyokyoung and her boyfriend might tease you about this if they see what just happened.
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Once you safely locked the door, you came back to Yoongi, trying to pull him up.
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"Don't be silly and stand up." You said but he keep shaking his head.
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"I will wear the couple thing anytime you want." He started and you're confused. "I will text you first and I'll do everything first. It's true that you're the one that made the first move on me, but it doesn't mean you love me first. I love you even before you know me, b-but this idiot brain can't find any reason to talk to you and make the first move. I'm sorry." He continue and your jaw dropped.
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Soon, you joined Yoongi by sitting on the ground.
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"Everytime we got into fights, I ran away like an idiot. I'm getting used to you came and plead me to go home, but I guess I've made you reached your limit. Like Seyeon said. And now you made me realize, I should stop being an idiot and prove to you that I really love you."
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"Wherever I go, wherever I am. I miss you so much, I can’t take it anymore. So please come back to me again. Please." He looked up to you bite his own lips and in less than 3 seconds, he look away again.
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Shy boy. Your shy boy.
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Before you date him, you know Yoongi isn't some typical romantic sweet man but you love him for who he is. Yes, it's not always sunny and bright, but you promise to stay through his thick and thin, and you're glad that Yoongi is growing, for better, for the better relationship, for the better future.
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You made your first move with him, but you never regret. He's your first and always be the first.
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"I never leave, you're the one who left in case you forgot." You chuckles slowly and Yoongi looked up slowly, with a very innocent looks, just like a baby.
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"So, you aren't mad again? We didn't broke up right?" A smile was visible again on his face, and you're glad. Very glad.
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"You're my first and my last. I'll never broke up with you just because of those silly arguments. I just want you to realize what is the meaning of us and you successfully reach it. Thanks for coming back, Yoongi."
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"If it's for you, I'll always come back again."
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