BTS SUGA Oneshots 《COMPILATION》✓

Real Tear

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180702 SUGA LOG
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Outro: Tear was playing in the background and he get ready as his part started to play.
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'Goodbyes are T.E.A.R
Because things like tears are a luxury.
There’s no such thing as beautiful goodbyes.'
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"Based on J. William Worden’s 4 acronym T.E.A.R stands for:
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To Accept the reality of the loss;
Experience the pain;
Adjust to the world without your loved one;
Reinvest yourself into the world.
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And I think it's true. People keep say things about beautiful goodbyes. What a lie. Goodbyes are tear. Admit it." Yoongi was recording his log in his genius lab.
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He becomes silent for awhile before look up to meet the camera's lense that filming him.
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"She's my little one. A cute and smol girlfriend of mine, or should I say, ex-girlfriend. Y'all called me smol right? She's even smaller than me. Even though she's smol and cute, she's a very good rapper. We usually write music together, sometime she'll sing but sometime we both will rap together. One thing that I can't forget, she also has the tongue technology whenever she raps.
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Yeah, she's that good but sadly, she's not mine, not anymore.
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We thought that we dreamed the same dream but now that dream has finally become a dream. My heart is torn and I wish she could burn it instead. So that pain and regret, none of that would be left." His eyes inverted downwards as the break up scene coming to his mind again.
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That great goodbye.
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"Let's break up." she told him.
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"A-are you kidding with me right now?"
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"No. I'm not. I can't wait anymore, Yoongi. I love you but-"
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"If you love me there's no hesitation! I thought we had a same dream, but the dream is really become a dream now, isn't it?"
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"Yoongi, please. You know this won't work. I'm frustrated and I'm not happy, we're not like how we used to be-"
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"Take it easy, slowly carve out my heart. You're hurting me right now, don't you realize it? You supposed to trust me. We supposed to trust each other!!" Yoongi scream and hit his piano with her acoustic guitar causing her to jumped a bit.
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The guitar is the one Yoongi bought for her for their first anniversary.
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"Y-Yoongi... please don't be like this. I don't want to hurt you." she slowly reach his hands but he yanked it away almost in instant.
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Yoongi was so mad, or maybe hurted.
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"That’s right. That’s right. Gently step on the shards that have shattered. So that regret, that such a thing will no longer be left." He slurred like a drunk person and walk closer to her.
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"There's someone else isn't it?" He whisper with his deep voice and his intense gaze that never leave her.
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She looked away as her tears fall on her cheeks, lowkey admitting what Yoongi just said.
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Then he laugh, like a lunatic.
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He saw this coming but he thought she will trust him.
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Maybe he trust her too much.
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Or maybe he love her too much.
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"Please burn up my heart that was torn into shreds instead. That’s right, right here, what are you hesitating for??" He hold her hand and lead it to his chest.
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His hurting and shattering heart.
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He then let her go before throwing his cigarettes to his brown piano to start the fire.
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"YOONGI!!"
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"This is the ending you were wishing for! So go on and kill me without hesitating. Burn it, so not even the ashes remain." He continue laughing while you pull him away from the fire that getting bigger.
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"This isn't the real you, Yoongi. Please, don't be like this!!"
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"This is the real you and this is the real me. Now we’ve seen the end. You've woke me up from the sweetest dream but you're not there once I woke up."
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Yoongi lookep again to the camera lenses and let the teardrop falls on his cheeks as he inhales deeply.
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"2 years has passed since that day. Now I've made our dreams come true. We used to say things about being together forever. We will become a couple musician until our hair turns grey and we'll diss each other when we can't even move our body, but maybe dreams won't come true when I'm the only one who worked on it, isn't it?
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Raein, if you somehow watch this video. Yes, this is for you. I love you, of course I still do but you won't reply that word anymore, right?
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What should I say? We know the answer is fixed but replying is always hard."
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You’re my tear. My real tear.
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'We walked towards the same place
But this place becomes our last.'
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