Somebody Waiting

G is for Gokou

A/N I understand mababa EQ ng mga tao ngayon. Haha. Wait for next chap, Alam Kong bet nyo yun.

Nagulat ako ang daming gustong makipag-girl bond bigla. Nyahaha.

Pa-gabi na. Don't forget to pray. 😁

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Richard

Have you had those moments where you completely lost it all? As in you throw caution to the wind and you cannot gather your wits altogether.

That's what I feel right now.

I heard the question from my sister, asking my wife to lay beside them for their suppose 'girl bond'.

Ika nga dun sa pelikulang pinalabas sa HBO...

for the first time in forever...

Nabwisit ako sa nag imbento ng girl bond.

Ano bang event yan at dapat mag usap usap kayo palagi? Di ba pwedeng magkwentuhan pero kanya kanya ng tulog? Bakit kailangan tabi-tabi pa sa pagtulog?

Naiinis talaga ako. Now I know what 'time of the month' feels like.

Raine looked at me questioningly about the invite. I keep a stoic face and my lips is on a thin line.

Please say no. Please love....say no.

"Yes."

And lo and behold, I see my world shattering by her answer.

I know I'm impossible. That's my sister and for humanity's sake they'll just spend the night talking.

But...

But....

But....

Man, she said yes and I feel like I was rejected. She said yes and I feel like she said no to me. I feel alone. An invisible pout is forming on my lips.

And so I lowered my gaze. Get a pillow and blanket knowing that they are looking at me, her eyes intently looking at me. And I know they are sad. And I know na ang sama ko for being this jerk. Pero masama talaga ang loob ko. For now, aalis muna ako, especially when I know I'm not needed. When it feels like the only person I expect to choose me, failed me this time.