In Love? (zach herron)

chapter 17 and 18

Y: "noo. No please no." "bye" i fall down sobbing and can't even stand up.

Z: "y/n let's go, get into the car"

Y: i never told him what happened but he knew and he took me to the hospital.

Z: "you're ok, i'm here, stay strong."

Y: "zach"

Z: "ya"

Y: "How did you know what happened?"

Z: "i saw the look on our face, i know that she is the only one that could make you that sad."

[you got to the hospital and zach walks you in. when you get into the lobby you see your mom on the bed and start screaming. Zach holds you. You fall into his arms. He holds you up]

Y: "MAMA!"

Z: "shhhh, im here"

Y: i lay my head on zach and cry.

[you guys stand there for a while until you look up at him]

Y: "i...i have no where to go"

Z: "just stay with us"

Y: "my house, my stuff, my family. I gotta start new"

Z: "im so sorry baby. Wanna go home?"

Y: "ya"

[you get back to the house and zach holds your hand as you walk in, youre still crying.]

Jonah: "y/n are you ok"

Jack: "if it was zach than you know you can go home"

Y: "i...i" i run upstairs crying but zach stays downstairs.

Z: "dude, her mom died."

[all the buys say they are sorry and it gets serious]

Z: "this is her home now if it's ok with you"

Daniel: "of course, take care of her"

[you take back your phone to find messages to you from an unknown number]

Y: "what?

Z: "i...i just thought that"

Y: "zach, i'm not mad at you."

Z: "whats wrong?"

Y: "why the fuck would he come back into my life now of all times...wait it's not back into my life, he was never in it to begin with"

Z: "im assuming you don't want to see him"

Y: "damn right i don't want to see him"

Z: "so, what do you wanna do"

Y: i get up and hold zach's jaw and start kissing him. He leans back on the couch and i sit on his lap.

[you have one leg on each side of zachs legs and are kissing him]

Z: "i mean if this is what makes you happy"

[after like 10 minutes you hear a knock on the door]

Z: "ill get that"

[zach walks to the door and steps outside. You walk to the window to try to see who he is talking to]

Man: "listen, i didn't leave before she was born...her mom kicked me out but let me keep her older sister because she knew she was pregnant. I didnt know she was pregnant, i wouldn't have left if i knew."

Z: "wait here, im gonna talk to her"

[zach walks back inside]

Y: "who was that?"

Z: "hear me out" "your dad was kicked out by your mom, she let him take your sister zara because she was pregnant with you but he didnt know that you were on the way, thats why he left without fighting to stay for you... i think you should give him a chance it looks like he is telling the truth"

Y: "ill talk to him but no guarantees that its gonna work out ok?'

Z: "its your life"

[you walk outside]

Y: as soon as i walked outside i felt a connection without even speaking. I looked into his eyes and saw myself. "Dad?"

Dad: "y/n? You look so much more mature in person"