He woke up alone in his apartment, he knew she probably had early classes and didn't want to wake him. He decided to text her
-hey babe!
Shawn texted hoping she would response. But she never did. As sad as he was Shawn knew he had to get ready for his classes.
He headed to the shower and stripped from his home clothing as he stepped into the shower and let the cold water his his bare body.
20 minutes later
He rubbed the towel against his wet body to dry off as he re dressed him self in black jeans and a black and red button up flannel. As small curls started to form while he was blow drying his hair, he still hadn't received a text back
He hoped that she would text back, he can't loose her. He won't loose her. She's been distance, letting herself go, she is slipping away from him every second and even though he never showed it. He was scared. He was so god damn scared
He grabbed his bad and headed to his first class which was science. Every five minutes he checked if she texted back. She still didn't
-babe??? Where are you??
-answer me pls??
-I miss you
-hello babe??
Shawn kept on texting, she didn't even read them. Maybe her phone died, he just hoped she was safe.
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As she was being kisses were being sent down her neck and all over her body she couldn't help but her her phone buzz. She tried to grab it but her hand was pushed down
"Stop, it's probably Shawn" she cried trying to get him off of her
"Shut up and kiss me" he said as his hands went up and down her back making his way up her shirt, kissing her collar bone
Tears streamed down her face, all she ever did was cry.
10 minutes later...
She redressed her self slowly. Everything kept haunting her. It wasn't getting any easier. It would never get easier. This secret kept eating her up inside and she couldn't keep it any longer.
She was scared, broken, absolutely lost. She didn't have a clue on what to do, she couldn't tell anybody, she couldn't get any advice, she was trapped. She was trapped so well that she knew she couldn't get out.
She felt like dying, she couldn't handle it anymore. She was hurting the boy she loved the most. Me she knew once he found out
She rather be dead....
A/N: I promised I would update yesterday by yo girl had friends over and forgot that she had to publish this chapter
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