Where are you...
That's the question that kept on repeating in his head, over and over again.
He sent her text
He called her
Nothing, not a word. She was ghost, she had disappeared with no trace to track her down. He was worried. He went out to all her favourite places, he didn't see her, he waited she never returned.
He cried, he was so damn worried. She had to be close, there is no way she could've left him. They loved each other, they trusted one another. She couldn't leave him
His mind was racing, he needed to find her, at least know she was safe. He didn't know what to do or where to go.
He walked in the rain to Camila's best friends dorm, Lauren. He talk to her quite a bit, but we're not too close, but he needed to know if she knew where Camila was, she needed to know, she had to know.
It rained hard, it drenched him. He was soaking but he didn't care. Shawn walked the 30 minutes to get to the other side of campus. He didn't care if he would get sick, he just hope Camila was safe.
He arrived to the dorm, and he was freezing when was hugging himself struggling to gain warmth well his teeth were chattering. He knock ever so slowly. Out came a girl with pierced green eyes and long wavy brown hair.
"Shawn?" She asked confused "come in, you're soaking" she said
"Thank you" he said in a faint whisper
He looked around, there was no sign of Camila, it just worried him
"What are you doing" Lauren yelled at Shawn while heading to the bathroom to grab him a towel
"D-do y-y know w-where Camila is??" He said while shaking uncontrollably
"N-no why?" Lauren said
"She isn't responding to my text or calls, she hasn't come back home, Lauren where is she" Shawn cried
"Hey, maybe she needs some space, sometimes she needs that okay." Lauren tried to calm him down
"But she usually tells me, Lauren what did I do to drive her away" Shawn cried tears of anger
"Shawn, you didn't drive her away. Sometimes people need space, plus you have been together for like 6 years. You have to stop worrying" Lauren made a good point
He didn't care he just needed to know where she was. He knew he was being over protective and probably a little to much, but how could he not? Especially now. She's been crying more, angrier and just not the Camila he knew. He didn't want her to hurt herself like she use to, he was suppose to be there for her, but how could she if she doesn't want her to be
"I don't give a shit, I need to know where she is" Shawn yelled getting up and heading out the door
"Mendes don't be insane, it's pouring out there. Stop searching" Lauren said
"She's your friend, he'll she's your best friend, you should stop being delusional and realize that she missing" Shawn said furiously
He didn't care, he cared to much to not know where she was.
"I'm delusional?!" She laughed, Shawn rolled his eyes
This was one of many reasons why they weren't close, they got annoyed of each other so easily
"Look at you, you're searching for her in the rain at like one in the morning, she does this all the time. She'll come back anyways" Lauren said
"YOU DON'T FUCKING GET IT" Shawn yelled "she lets me know if she needs time. This time she ran away, she is missing. Do you even care? Because if you don't then I've clearly wasted both of our time" Shawn said leaving the dorm room
He walked back to his dorm feeling emptiness.
He checked his phone. No notifications
He through his phone across his bedroom and back to a wall where he banged his head on the wall as he cried, he slid to the ground and buried his face in his knees as he just sobbed.
Without knowing where she was safe, not knowing if she was safe or not. Drove him insane.
A/N: might update again if bored 💁🏻
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