Cant Let go (Janoskians)

Chapter 19: LA

*Beaus pov*

5SOS and Caitlin are leaving tomorrow, they go back to LA and ill be totally honest I'm going to miss Caitlin we were best friends and now were nothing no one has really talked to Caitlin since the whole brake up with her and Luke, only Jai has I'm kinda worried because I don't want her to cut again I know Ashton has been there for her but can he help her the way I did, the fans now know Caitlin and Luke are over they just left it alone because they knew Luke was really upset and surprisingly didn't send Caitlin hate "Beau come one" Daniel said pulling me away from my thoughts, today the boys Emily Caitlin and 5SOS are going to trampoline world for the day because its our last day of all of us together our management knows we don't get along anymore but they thought it would be best for all of us so we don't really have a chose. After a 5 minuet drive we finally arrived we walked in and Luke H, Caitlin, Ashton, Calum and Michael were already here we got the place to ourselves today because they booked it for us. Daniel and Emily ran off and so did James and Jai, "hey" I turned to Luke B "hi" he mumbled "Luke you need to let it go" I said because I knew why he was still down "I can't, look at her look at how happy she is" he said pointing towards Caitlin "Luke she moved on now its time for you to move on, its for the best show her that your happy and that your fine with our her" I said walking away.

*Caitlin's pov*

"STOP" I yelled at Michael because he kept pushing me causing me to fall, I turned around and saw Emily and the boys coming through the door "you okay?" Ashton asked "yup" I smiled standing back up and looked at Michael "oh shit" he mumbled I started chasing him around the foam pit but he turned around I pushed him and he grabbed me before he fell in causing me and him both to fall in, all the memories came rushing back the pool the same thing happened when I first went to see Luke I chased him around the pool and we both fell in I couldn't help but think about all those memories they just kept coming and coming I quickly got out of the foam pit and ran as fast as I could out of there "CAITLIN WAIT" I heard Beau yell "WHAT DO TOU WANT BEAU" I yelled turning around "what happened in there" he asked worriedly "Why the fuck do you care, since when do you care anymore" I said "I always cared" he said, I signed and looked away "what has happened what's gotten you like this" he asked putting his hand on my should I shrugged it off and looked at him "really? you want to know what has happened to me, I lost everything Beau I lost Luke I lost Emily and Karenna I lost everyone I cared about I lost you and the boys I though you guys cared about me and after everything you found out I thought we were best friends Beau" I said as my eyes started to water "I'm sorry you feel that way, but I don't think this is about us I think it's about Luke" he replied "its not about Luke i don't care about him I don't love him anymore my feelings for him are gone" I said getting louder "IF WHAT YOU AND LUKE HAD TOGETHER WAS REAL, THEN HOW CAN YOU BE JUST FINE" He said louder, I ignored him and walking back inside ignoring there stairs and walked over to Ashton, "what happened" he asked "nothing, I just can't wait to go back home" I said hugging him.

*at the airport* (Still Caitlin's pov*

"I'm gonna miss you" Jai said pulling me into a hug "ill miss you to" I said softly after saying goodbye to Jai no one else really seemed to care that I was leaving so I looked at 5SOS and they nodded I grabbed my bag and started walking towards the plane "CAITLIN WAIT" I heard Luke B yell I turned around and looked at him "Just remember that I love you" he said quietly pulling me into a hug "bye Luke" I said softly. Once we got on the plane I starting thinking about everything that happened on the tour, it was so fun for the first 3 months and then it turned to shit maybe if I never started cutting again then the tour might have been fine I decided to go to sleep because the flight back home is a 6 hour flight. *in LA* "wow is this really your house" Luke H asked as I opened the front door "yes" I laughed we walked through the door and I looked around it looked a little different having Emily's stuff gone, but she left most of it here she only took her stuff from her room and some pictures, "come with me ill show you your rooms" I said waking towards the stairs "there's 2 rooms so 2 people have to share a each room" I said pointing to the 2 rooms they talked and Ashton and Luke will be sharing one and then Michael and Calum will share the other room the boys went into there rooms and unpacked while I went in mine I walked in and looked around it felt so good to be home "nice posters" I heard someone say I turned around and saw the boys at my door, I looked at my walls and realized I never took my one direction, 5sos and Justin bieber posters down "well I was a fan of you guys" I laughed "really who was your favourite" Michael asked crossing his arms "Uhm I didn't have a favourite" I lied "stop lying come on tell us" Calum said with the boys agreeing I gave them a look and finally gave in "fine it was Luke" I said quietly "what a little louder I couldn't here you" Luke said smirking "it was Luke" I said "WHAT ABOUT ME" Michael yelled I laughed at how childish he was and walked out of my room with the boys following behind me, after about 2 hours of watching tv I was really tired and the jet lag didn't help at all "Hey guys I'm gonna head to bed, ill see you in the morning" I said standing up "yeah me too" Luke H said standing up we walked up the stairs and said good night walking into our rooms, I got into bed but couldn't sleep I picked up my phone and read the time 3am I have been in here for 3 hours and still can't sleep I texted Ashton hoping he was awake