Cant Let go (Janoskians)

Chapter 24: baby?

*Caitlin's pov*

"Want me to drive" Emily asked as we got to the car i handed her the keys and got in the other side I put my seat belt on and sat there looking out the window, before I knew it we were already home I got out of the car and walked to the front door not bothering to wait for Emily, as I walked into the house Luke H, Ashton, Calum, Michael and Daniel were still playing FIFA, I signed and walked to my room, I walked over to my mirror and put my hand on my stomach. I saw Emily come and sit down on my bed "I should talk to Luke shouldn't I" I said turning around "yeah" she said nodding, I picked up my phone and dialled Luke's number, it's better now then later right.
Luke: Hey babe, what's up
Caitlin: Luke can we talk
Luke: Uhm yeah sure, ill be over in a minuet.
I set my phone on my computer desk and waited for Luke, I heard a knock down stairs so me and Emily got up and went downstairs Daniel opened to door and let Luke in, I took his hand and lead him out back. "I'm sorry" I said as tears filled up my eyes "hey, hey what's wrong" he said pulling me into a hug "Luke I'm pregnant" I said quietly "wait, how we never had sex" he said pulling away from me he looked at me as something clicked in his head "YOU CHEATED ON ME" he yelled "Luke it wasn't like that I was drunk" I said "that doesn't mean it's okay do you know who the father is" he said lowering his voice I nodded and looked at the ground "who" he said angrily "Ashton" I said softly, Luke stormed back into the house and started yelling "LUKE" I yelled as I ran inside grabbing his arm Daniel got up and held Luke back, "YOUR A ASSHOLE, YOU KNEW SHE HAD A BOYFRIEND. GUESS WHAT HAVE A GREAT TIME TAKING CARE OF HER AND THE BABY" Luke yelled pointing at Ashton, I gasped and put my hands over my mouth. Daniel and Michael grabbed Luke and brought him back to his house Luke and Ashton just looked at me "Are you pregnant" Luke H asked I nodded and started to cry he walked over to me and pulled me into a hug i let go of Him and walked back outside and sat on the stairs of our deck, what am I going to do Luke B just completely told Ashton the baby is his. I heard the door open but didn't bother to turn around to see who it was.

*Ashton's pov*

"Emily is this true" I asked, she turned to me nodding, I got up and walked to the back door as I walked out I shut it behind me and took a seat beside Caitlin. "You were the girl, you were the one at the party" I asked "yeah" she said softly, after 2 minuets of silents I broke it "I'm here for you" I said looking at her, she shook her head as a couple tears fell from her eyes "Ashton this will ruin your career, just don't bother" she said covering her face "Caitlin, look at me" I said taking we hand away from her face, she looked me in the eyes and I said "I love you, and ill love this baby ill do anything for the both of you no matter what, we'll be okay" "I can't be pregnant I'm only 18 I'm not ready to be a mom, your living your dream this is going to ruin everything" she said as more tears fell I got up and pulled her into a tight hug "its gonna be alright, I promise ill do anything to help with this baby, I'm here for you Caitlin I always have" I said "thank you Ash" she said turning to me I smiled and gave we a hug before walking back inside.

*Caitlin's Pov*

As Ashton walked inside, I leaned my head on the ledge and thought about what was going to change "hey you alright" Luke h said as he sat beside me I looked up at him and shrugged "I'm just tired of feeling alone" I said quietly "you don't have to, you know Ashton still loves you" he said as buddy ran by us, I smiled at the little puppy running around he hasn't grown much but that okay because I don't want him to grow he's really cute. "But Luke, I don't think I'm ready for this baby" I said putting my hand on my stomach "don't worry, we are all here to help you" he said "come on we better go inside" he added standing up, I stood up and walked inside with Luke Behind me. "What the fuck" I mumbled, everyone was jumping around "what are you doing" Luke asked "jumping what does it look like" Calum said being a smart ass "why" I asked "we ate all the candy" Michael said laughing. that's when I noticed all the garbage on the table I groaned and walked over to it I started picking up there mess but felt a hand touch mine I looked up and saw Ashton"ill do it" he said "no Ash it's fine" I said picking up the rest of it and walked to the kitchen "do you know if its a girl or boy yet" Ashton said walking into the kitchen behind me "no, we won't know for a couple months" I said walking to the garbage bin I sat at the table with Ashton across from me I looked down at my wrist and felt the need to cut immediately I look at Ashton "Ashton it's back" I said "what's back" he asked "I feel the need to cut" I said really quietly "Caitlin, look at me you can't do that don't harm yourself look at what you have growing inside of you you can't harm yourself or this baby" I looked down and put my hands on my stomach, there isn't a bump yet but the feeling was still there "Can you go throw them away" I asked "of course" he said walking out of the kitchen. *Couple months later* me, Emily and the boys are going to see what the gender is of the baby, nothing has really happened the past couple months, same thing the boys are still being crazy and my stomach is now shown so u can tell but I hate it I look so fat it's gross oh and Emily turned 19 so we had a party for her. "come on we're here" Emily said we got out of the car and walked inside and sat in the waiting area "Ms. Caitlin were ready for you" the lady said "Emily are you coming with me" I whispered "No actually Ash is" she whispered back I gave her wide eyes I turned around and saw Ashton standing up we started walking to the room and Once we got there she made me lay down as she put this stuff on my stomach, "okay so" she said moving this thing around my stomach looking at a screen "looks like its really heathy and doing really good" she said taking it off my stomach so ill be back with your results just wait here she said, I nodded and pulled my shirt back down I looked up and Ashton was already looking at me I quickly looked away because I didn't want to feel anything towards him, yeah we might be having a baby together but i don't want to get hurt. The lady walked back in the room and look at us, "congratulations your having a baby girl" I smiled and looked at Ashton who had a big smile on his face "thank you so much" I said shaking her hand "can I say you guys are the cutest couple that has ever walked in here" she said pointing towards us "uhm thanx" I said awkwardly "have a nice day" she said I walked out of the room but got pulled back and was met with Ashton's eyes he said "why didn't u say we weren't a couple, you still love me don't you" "no Ash its complicated" I said "ash? when was the last time you called me that" he smirked "just admit it Caitlin, you still love me" he said "I cant" I said softly letting his hand go, I turned around and walked to the boys and Emily "so what is it" Calum asked 'its a girl" I smiled everyone cheered and hugged me I laughed and then saw Ash standing there immediately my smile dropped "Caitlin we should go buy everything now, you know since we know its a girl now" Emily said taking my eyes away from Ashton "yeah" I nodded "I wanna come" Luke said "really Luke" I asked "yeah I can buy her stuff so she can be badass" he smiled "your going to be horrible uncles" I laughed we walked out of the hospital and went our separate ways me, Luke and Emily took the car and Ashton, Calum and Michael walked home "Caitlin" ash called I turned around "what" I asked he took my hand and put a money in it "ash I'm not taking" it I said giving it back to him "Caitlin please I want to help you" I shook my head and got in the car "what was that about" Emily asked "nothing" I said we waited for Luke in the car because he was talking to Ashton, 5 minuets later he got in and we headed of to the mall. "where to first" I asked "want to look at little things like cloths and then move on to the crib and stuff" Emily said I nodded and we walked over to the cloths "where's Luke" I said looking around Emily shrugged and looked back at the cloths I signed and left Emily with the cart as I went looking for Luke, I turned the corner and saw him with 2 big bags filled with stuff "Luke what is all that" I asked he turned to me and gave me a smile "well Ash gave me money to buy stuff for the baby so while u guys were looking at cloths I thought I would save time so I got all the bottles and diapers and that stuff" he said "Luke why did u take Ashton's money I don't want him paying for anything" I said looking at Luke "Caitlin this is his baby to and he wants to help out he loves both of you, why don't you want him helping" he asked "because this will ruin his career and I don't want to be the cause of that" "you realize he wants this baby and still wants to be with you" Luke said I signed and looked at the ground "you still love him" he said I looked up in shock and shook my head "why won't you admit it" "Luke I can't love him, I will end up hurt and I can't go back to him because I know he will end up leaving me" "there is where your wrong you don't know he will leave you" I signed and looked at the ground "all I'm saying is you should talk to him, you both clearly still love each other" I nodded and we walked back to Emily there was 2 piles of cloths one pile of boy cloths and a pile of girl cloths I gave Luke a confused look and he shrugged "Uhm Emily why do you have baby boy cloths" I asked she turned to me and gave me Sorry look "Caitlin, I'm sorry I haven't been totally honest with you there's something I should tell you"

(An: sorry I haven't updated in a while I will try updated way more, but you should go read my new 5sos fan fiction 'Somewhere New')