This girl I can't win?~ (Smexy x Reader)

~No More secrets pt. 2~

**Slender POV**

Why couldn't they just understand? I was never intentionally meaning to hurt anyone, in fact the pain I did inflict on them certainly had to hurt less than the truth I was keeping them from.

They couldn't know, no one could know, I had to take this pain on myself and that's where I was going to keep it. I would suffer alone, I would cry alone (Though I could only make the sounds), I would die... alone. 

That's just how things had to be.

And now before me, my own blood, my proxy, even Jeff, were defying my very wishes.

"I have secrets for a reason! Leave my presence!" I yelled.

Jeff stuck his tongue out while continuing to flip me off. "What are you gonna do? Eat my ass? Fuck you Slenderboy," he taunted.

Toby cracked up laughing and Trender was making the effort not to laugh. 

I let go of Janis and grabbed a hold of those three instead, wrapping a tendril around each and then tossing them out of the plant before I grabbed Janis again who was trying to run away.

"I will not tolerate this behaviour! You are all idiots without a mind to think that there is no punishment for those who disobey!"

Toby spoke up now, his head twitching as he got up from the floor. "Slender, this needs to stop. We're your family! We deserve to know what's going on!"

"No, you do not! Clear this place before I unleash my wrath on you!"

"OHHHH come on Slendy! We're sick of your shit, beat us if you want, but we do deserve to know! As dysfunctional of a family we are, we still are a family! Families don't keep secrets!" Jeff said.

"Come on brother, do you know how upset Splendor is? I thought you cared about us, you're supposed to take care of us," Trender remarked.

Masky and Hoodie came rushing into the living room before I could react to the disobedience of my fellow pastas.

"Slender! All of them came down the stairs at once! We can't stop them all!" Hoodie yelled.

Suddenly, the room was filled with all of the pastas of the mansion that had probably heard the commotion and were hear to speak.

"Slender, stop this," Jane requested, stepping forward.

"This is madness, I can't stand sitting around in this old fucking building all the time," the rake said.

"Give us freedom or give us death!" Eyeless Jack called.

Even smile dog seemed to howl along with the protests the crowd was giving.

"Enough! All of you! Go to your rooms!"

They shouted back no and gathered around me. Even Splendor was among them.

Janis thrashed about in an attempt to get away.

Everything was going oh so wrong.

Why did he have to ruin everything?

"Calm down! EVERYONE!" I yelled angrily. It was loud enough to quiet everyone down. "I relent. It hurts me to see you so angry with me... I have a painful burden I have not wanted to tell you about for a long time, it's why we've stayed here." There was a long silence as everyone waited for me to divulge what I had to say. "I'm not strong enough to protect you anymore. I haven't had the heart  to tell you I cannot beat Zalgo, I'm sorry. He's here, he's after us every day I let you outside. If any of you were to die because of something I could prevent..." I made a sound similar to sobbing. "I dont know how I'd live with that. I kept you here because you're still safe here. This Manor offers more than I can at this point."

"Are you for real?" Jeff asked.

"I'm serious."

"What happened?" Jane asked.

"Zalgo.. There's been a sudden growth in his power. I don't know why but he's determined to exterminate us. I had not wanted to tell you since I knew it would cause a panic in the manor..  why live every day in fear?"

Janis finally spoke up. "I know what's happened."

We were all about to ask her what when Offenderman came bursting in from outside.

"_______ is fucking gone! I can't find her!" He yelled.