CHAPTER 1: THE DECISION

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Names: Lovina Mizuka / Hanako Uzumaki
   
                 Clan: Uzumaki clan all dead except Hanako and her mother (doesn’t know about Naruto yet)
                                 
   Looks: orange hair/ brown hair purples eyes/brown eyes skinny and pale skin

                             this is a story how my bully became my boyfriend and saved me from my loneliness with one kiss the kiss that saved my life

                                                  ever since the first day of school... no preschool I was the finest thing on earth all the boys wanted me all the girls wanted to be me. I was the most popular girl in school they never looked at what was on the inside only on the outside. Well one day I had enough I got tired of people judging me by my looks. So me and my mom moved to Kohna and changed our first and last name my new name is now Lovina Mizuka. My mom is now Inata Mizuka. I also changed my appearance I changed my orange hair to brown and my purple eyes to brow using contact. I dressed different to instead of my Minnie shirt and t shirts I wear close like a nerd I even wear fake glasses they look real though. I wanted to see if people can judge you by your personality not by your looks but I heard good things about the leaf village I heard there are a lot of nice people there so I know that people there are going to be different..... well let me just say that I was wrong ever since the first day of school everyone have been bullying me even my crush bullies me but what I didn’t know was that he bullies me because he has a crush on me to. But he just doesn’t know how to express his feelings. 

               Every day I would think of suicide but I would always push the thought aside because I could never do that to my mom because I'm just that kind hearted sometimes my mom say I'm to kind hearted. But one day something happened something that made me actually go through with my suicide plan. I know you want to know so here is what happened are you ready then go for it.
Well it was a regular day at school I was listening to music on my way to school but once I got there I went back to nerd mode. I walked in school prepared to get bullied by Sasuke  like I expected as soon as I walked through the doors someone tripped me I fell and my books scattered all over the floor I looked up to see my most violent bully and the most popular girl in school...... Sakura Haruno. "y-yes s-Sakura" I said terrified. "ha look at the baby ready to cry" Sakura said then the pulled my hair then punch me in my face after punching me repeatedly she start kicking me in the stomach I knew I was stronger than her but then that would blow my cover so I just set their and cried. Once she was done beating me she spit on me then left. After she was gone I laid there a while longer hoping I would die. 'I can’t do this anymore I have to end this anymore...I'm sorry mom but I'm going through with my suicide plan' I thought to myself. I smiled thinking about how free I will be once I'm gone from this cruel world. Once I got the energy I got up and went to class. During class I wrote my suicide letter. After what felt like a year the bell finally rung signaling our free period. I walked out of class only to be pushed by someone I looked up to see the one person I was hoping to hide from....... Sasuke "hey look at the nerd with all her study books what a loser your just wasting space" Sasuke said I ignored him and got up and start walking I didn’t mind the bulling because this was my last day on earth. But what I didn’t know was when I picked up my books I left my note this is going to cause problems let’s see what’s happens. 


                                                                    

                                      
                                    *Sasuke P.O.V.*

                                  when Lovina left I seen a note on the floor and it had Lovina name in it I picked it up and opened it and what I read was a shock it said:

                         Dear Mom,
                  I know this might hurt your heart but I've been bullied for too long I know now that suicide is the only way out of this cruel world my test failed both lives are useless I’m just wasting space in this world I'm tired of being bullied especially by my crush Sasuke Uchiha I'm sorry mom but they drove me to this maybe you could have a new perfect daughter. Oh and remember the old me the one that was happy the one that smiled the real me. Even if I didn't like myself. But just know this is the only way out for me and once you read this tell Sasuke I love him even if he is my bully I still love him because when I look in his eyes I see something I haven’t seen in a long time from someone besides you and that something is kindness. So when and if you tell the police please don't get him in trouble. But just remember that I love you with all my heart mom                            

                        ~ Lovina Mizuka / H.U

    MY eyes widen as I was reading this letter it was a suicide letter and it was.... Lovina’s letter "what have I done" I whispered to myself. Then my best friend Naruto came up to me followed by the rest of my friends. "Yo teme what's wrong" Naruto said I just stood there in shock looking at the letter feeling really guilty. Naruto took the letter and read it and I could tell he felt guilty to. One by one we all read the letter and after we all read it we all felt really bad I took the letter " Teme what did we do" Naruto said. "I don't know but we need to fix this now" I said then we all headed to Lovina’s locker. "Yo teme" Naruto said I looked at him "Yeah what up" I said. "Don't you love Lovina? And what do you think she meant by the test failed and also when she said her other Self do you think those initials had something to do with the other her" Naruto asked me I blushed because Naruto is the only person that knows about my crush on Lovina "yes I do love her and I was thinking the same thing you are" I said what is this test of hers and who is this other her. Once we arrived at Lovina’s locker I seen her searching for something probably the letter after about 3 minutes she turned to see me and she looked shocked and scared I wish she wouldn't look at me that way.



                                    *Lovina’s P.O.V*

             I was at my locker looking for my letter but I couldn't find it "I just had it" I said to myself after a while I felt a presence next to me I looked up to see Sasuke and his friends I was scared and shocked
"s-Sasuke" I said scared what he was going to do to me. "What were you looking for" Sasuke said "n-nothing" I said. "Was it this" Sasuke said then pulled out my letter I was shocked "give me that" I said and snatched the letter from him. "Lovina were you really going to kill yourself over something so stupid" Sasuke said. "So what do you care" I said. "Listen Lovina we are so sorry" some blonde said I didn't know his name I don't know a lot of people name but I don't really care at this point. "Yeah right you are only sorry because once my mom gets this letter she is going to tell on you guys" I said. "No that's not true" some guy that looked like a puppy said. "Yeah What Ever I made up my mind" I said. Lovina we didn't know we were hurting you.... we were just kidding around" Sasuke said. " Oh yeah....who will you be kidding with when I'm gone.... you know what why am I even talking to you guys it’s not like you care" I said crying I turned around and start running away from them. I ran all the way home tonight was the night the last night on earth. Because I was going to kill myself and join the heavens. 


                                                  *Sasuke P.O.V.*
                                         "oh yeah.... who will you be kidding with when I'm gone..... You know what why am I even talking to you guys it’s not like you care" Lovina said I watched as she ran away crying. I sighed "she just won’t listen" I said. "What are we going to do bro" Naruto said. I thought for a minute "were just going to have to stop her" I said. "Okay how do you know when she is going to do it" Kiba said. "well much as I would hate to admit this...but I have been watching Lovina and I know that since this is important she will do it around 8 or 9 o’clock hits it a habit of hers for some reason I learned that about my girl" I said "so now were stalking people teme that's a weird way to show you love her......but bulling her is to so" Naruto said. I glared at him "shut it dobe" I said. "Wait a minute I thought we were talking about Lovina but you to start talking about Sasuke crushing on some girl so I'm confused what are we going to do" Kiba said. "Stupid Lovina is the girl I love I have since the first day of school" I said. "WHAT"!!! They yelled. "I'll explain another time" I said then ran out of the school I just hope I have good timing.

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