MALDITO: Messing with the Prince!

Pain

She cried rivers of tears not because of the ripped hymen but because of the shitty way he made her feel after raping her.Halos takasan siya ng bait pagkatapos nitong magpakasasa sa kanya ay agad itong umalis na parang walang nangyari.He even said "slut" .
She's a virgin for heaven's sake!Bullying,yeah!She is a bully,paasa,maldita,name it!But slutting around is never her skill.Hindi niya alam kung anong gagawin pagkatapos nitong ibinalibag ang pintuan.Para itong diring diri sa kanya.Parang hindi siya nito kilala kung ituring.Napakalupit nito.Napakahayop para tratuhin siyang masahol pa sa pinakababoy.He will pay for this.Sisiguraduhin niyang magbabayad ito.She thought she could....she entertained the thought of them together.Bullshit!Shit!Shit!Shit!

The new day is dawning.But she's still wide awake. Magang maga ang mata.Para siyang zombie.Nakatulala staring at the wall.Bakit ganoon?Gaano ba kalaki ang kasalanan niya sa mundo at ganito ang kapalit?She's very thirsty.Parang disyerto ang lalamunan niya pero wala siyang lakas para tumayo at kumuha ng tubig.Nakakadehydrate siguro ang pag iyak. Ayaw na niyang mag-isip.Nakakapagod pala.Nakakapagod ang sobrang pag iisip.Nakakabaliw.Gusto niyang maglaho.Gusto niyang takasan ang lahat.Sana...sana lang kaya pa niyang kalimutan ang lahat.Kung sana lang,kaya niyang balewalain ang nangyari.Sana bukas,magiging ok na ang lahat.Sana isang masamang panaginip lang ang lahat.

Ayaw na niyang umiyak.Pero paulit ulit na lang.Paulit ulit!

Slut! Slut!Slut!

Hindi na niya makayanan.Biglang nagdilim ang lahat sa kanya.

When she woke up,she could smell....aaahhhh!She hates the smell of alcohol and antiseptic, the sight of medicines,needles,everything in this place.

Everything is blurry at first.Pero unti unti,she saw Ed with a frown and eyes full of questions.In a jiffy, he's beside her.

"Aya,what happened?"

She wanted to tell Ed everything.But then,what for?Kapani paniwala ba?Ayaw niyang bigyan ito ng alalahanin.Bakit?Para iyon lang?Walang halaga sa kanila ang isang manipis na harang.Wala!Nangilid ang luha niya,gusto niyang sabihin na ok lang siya.Pero ni hindi niya maibuka ang bibig dahil sa tuwing susubukan niyang magsalita,humuhulas din ang anumang lakas ng loob na meron pa siya.

"Aya,it's ok.Everything will be ok.I am here."

Impit siyang umiyak sa dibdib ni Ed.Iniluha niya lahat hanggang sa mahapo at makatulog.Nalilito si Ed sa totoong nangyari.They rushed Aya to the hospital after finding out her condition.Nataranta lahat when they saw her shivering.They were waiting for their usual dinner but Aya did not prepare any.Ed thought she must be very busy with the Masters and all,but when it's 8:00 PM and no calls from Aya,he got a weird feeling. He checked her room and almost had a heart attack seeing her in a bad condition.She was shivering from a high fever,unable to speak.He saw blood on the sheets.He cursed and shouted for help.Others were shocked but remained calm while rushing Aya to the nearest hospital.

While she was still sleeping,the doctor came. Dehydration,stress and the bleeding is caused by the lacerated hymen. What the fuck????Did she bring a lover there?What is she,a fucking virgin? But she doesn't seem to be ...whatever!She seemed harassed.Why the dehydration?Only Aya can answer all his questions.But she doesn't want to talk about it. Poor Aya.She is so full of life.But of course,if she's not ready yet then he'll respect her silence.

"Ed,please......"