Teacher's Assistant (Jimin X Reader)

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A/n: "Italicized words" is a post on social media
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Your POV
While I was in my mini-coma, I had heard everything they said just couldn't respond. What hurt the most was Jimin saying I love you BEST FRIEND! That's all he'll ever see me was. It's now two days later, yes my stupid action made me kinda dead for two days. It was now visiting hours. "Suga!" I said happily as he walked in. "Hey, how are you doing (Yn)?" He asked. "Well, I've been awake for about two hours so I'd say pretty good." I said and smiled. "Don't do that ever again. You had us all worried sick. I understand you're heart broken but, don't do that." He said. I look down ashamed. Then I hear the door close, he left. No one else comes and visiting hours were over, then I get a text from my parents saying they just got into town and would see me tomorrow. I break down crying and screaming. "WHY?! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO STUPID?! I ALWAYS FALL FOR THE WRONG GUYS! I ALWAYS LIKE THE GUYS I CAN'T HAVE! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO DEPRESSED ABOUT THIS ONE THAT I ALMOST KILL MYSELF! WOULD THAT JUST BE LESS PAINFUL, WOULD THAT BE BETTER FOR EVERYONE ELSE?! IS THAT WHAT THEY WANT FROM ME?! IS THAT--" I stop my rant yelling when one of the nurses walks in with a concerned looked. "Miss, are you okay?" She asks gently trying not to upset me further as I am still crying. "I'M ONE-HUNDRED PERCENT FINE!" I yelled. She walks out timidly. "Why do I always fall for the nice guys..... Who will only see me as a friend...... Why does it have to be the one I work with..... Why does it have to be Park........... Why does it have to be Park Jimin. Why..... Why do I fall so easily? Am I that pathetic?" I whisper to myself tears now silently falling down my face. "I love you Jimin..... I always will....... I'm too far Jimin........... To Jim-out." I whisper and fall back asleep.

Nurse's POV (short)
That poor girl. I go to the lounge where my friends are. "Girls, the patient I help, (Yn)...... She's so heart broken!" I said, I had recorded the whole thing, right after the mint green hair guy left I figured something was going to happen so I recorded the audio. I played the audio for them. The last part made them all cry. "Awe! This Jimin guy only sees her as a friend? He has no idea how much she cares for him." My friend Lacy said. Then Jennifer chips in. "I know, that poor girl is so in love, and he can't even see it." She said.

Jin's POV
I knew visiting hours were over but I forgot something, I was looking for it when I heard voices coming from the lounge area. I know it's not right to eaves drop, but I hear (Yn)'s name so I start recording it right by the door. Then I hear (Yn)'s voice. Must be an audio recording. "I love you Jimin...... I always will..... I'm too far Jimin..... To Jim-out."  The recording then ended. Oh (Yn). Not long after I had left the door I found what I was looking for then headed back to the dorm. I walk in. "Is Jimin here?" I asked. "No he went to clear his head from what has been going on lately. Why?" Rap Monster asked. Then I played what I recorded. When it was done they were silent at first. "I'm gonna kill him." Suga said. "No, you can't do that.... (Yn) would be even more heart broken, and then you'd go to jail." I said. Suga just groaned. "He needs to know. She's never gonna tell him now Jin." Suga said. "I know he needs to know but we can't tell him for her, it will only make it worse, especially if she finds out he knows, already knowing she was going to be rejected." I replied. Then Jimin walks in. "We'll visit her tomorrow, now we should get some rest and sleep." I said and we all headed to bed.

*time skip*

Your POV
I wake up and wait for breakfast, it's not the best but I'm hungry. The nurse from yesterday walks in. "Hey, um... I'm sorry about yesterday I was---" I started. "It's fine, you were upset. That happens." She replied smiling and gave me my food. "Enjoy." She said and left. After I ate breakfast they came check my vitals things like that, then left. It was about thirty minuets until visiting hours, so I decided to check Twitter. I get on and see a trending hastag. "HashtagPrayFor(Yn)?" I read out loud. Then start going through pictures, the top seven were taken the day I slit my wrist, it was BTS every member even Jimin. I started reading comments on them. I didn't even realize that visiting hours had started. I was smiling at all the nice comments, my smile faded when I saw not so nice ones. "(Yn) is the hospital? Awe poor NO ONE! She doesn't even deserve to be here. She's not good enough to hangout with BTS, they probably only let her hangout with them because they feel bad for her." "HA! Finally! Why did their group become famous again? Definitely not because of her. She may be the leader, but even without her Project Rose would do just fine." "I hope she dies." "How unfortunate.... For no one." I kept reading them, I had been crying the entire time, and they only got worse.  Didn't even realize someone walked in until I felt someone hug me. "Hey, why are you crying?" I knew that voice. "E-eomma? Appa?" I asked. It was just mom. "Your dad had to run some errands, he'll see you tomorrow, now I'm sorry I can't stay long but I have to go tell me about this later okay sweetie?" She asked I nod my head. She leaves and I continue reading. "She's gonna die!! I hope!!! I hate her!!! She thinks she's worthy of BTS! Haha NOPE!" Curse words began settling in. I was crying even harder. Once again I felt someone hug me. "Hey, hey, it's okay, I'm here now. What's wrong?" I knew that voice all too well.... "J-Jimin....." I trailed still crying. "What's wrong? Why are--" he starts then glances at my phone, I try to hide it but Jimin grabs it. Then he looks at me. "(Yn)....." He trails then hugs me again. I hug back. We pull from the hug slightly, then he rests his forehead on mine. "Ignore them, they are stupid. You deserve to be here, you are absolutely worthy of hanging out with us, and we don't pity you (Yn), we love having you around. We had never had that much fun, until you came into outs lives. Ignore the haters, fight." Jimin said. I smile. He takes his thumbs and wipes the tears away from my eyes, then kisses my forehead. He sits down and we talk a little. Then a doctor comes in. "You are clear to leave." He said. We nod our heads and Jimin signs me out. I text my mom saying that I had been released from the hospital. We get into Jimin's car and we head back home. I'd get my things from Maddie's later, unless that was already brought back. We get out of his car and he hugs me again. We walk inside and I see all my friends. They all hug me. "I'm gonna go sit and relax for a bit." I said and went to my room leaving them to chat. I sit on my bed and think a few things over. I know it's stupid, I know he'll reject me.... But I have to tell him. I'm going to right now. I get off my head quietly head out of my room, head to where they are smiling. My smile disappears and tears brim my eyes. I should've seen this coming.... She biased him too.... Jimin and Kitty weren't just flirting, but he had his arms wrapped around her..... And kissed her cheek. I ran back to my room slammed the door, and cried. The one time I planes on telling him... And he kisses my friend.