Teacher's Assistant (Jimin X Reader)

Pain

A/n: somewhat short
Reminder
(Ln)- last name
New thing
(Mn)- middle name
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Your POV (short)
It's been a few months since the incident with the pictures. Jimin and I were close.... Then we started drifting... I'm not exactly sure why. Anyway, so Taehyung and Hannah got together yay! I was so happy when I found that out. Jin and Emily were getting very close, Namjoon and Tori were talking a lot more. I don't understand why Jimin and I drifted. It... Hurts..... A lot. He's ignoring me.

Jimin's POV
Why am I doing this? Why why why why? "(Yn).... I'm so so so sorry. I know it hurts that we're not close anymore I just can't....." I whispered while sitting in my room. "Hyung? You in here?" A voice asks. "Yes JungKook, I'm here." I said as he walks in. The lights in my room were off. "Hyung, what are you doing?" He asked me. "I... I'm hoping that.... If I can get her to hate me..... Getting rid of my feelings for her will be easier. It's.... Harder than I thought..... I hate seeing her hurting and in pain. "Hyung, why?" He asked. "BECAUSE! I KNOW I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO HAVE HER!" I yelled standing up. "I missed my chance, JungKook. I was too blind and stupid. She's in love with someone else." I said trying not to cry. "Hy--" JungKook started. "JungKook no... I-I don't have the energy for this.... Please leave." I asked nicely as my voice began to break. "Okay." JungKook said as he left. "AHHHHGGGHHH!" I yelled and punch a wall. I almost dented it but not quite. I walked out of my room. To where everyone else was. "Ch-Chim Chim... Can I talk to you?" (Yn) asked as tears brimmed her eyes. No, no. Don't you dare (Yn)... Don't. You. Dare. I nod my head. She grabs my wrist and drags me to another room. "Wha--" I started. "Do you hate me?" (Yn) asked as tears streamed down her face. "I... Uhh...." I didn't know what to say. Of course I don't hate you, I just... Can't. "Just say it, Jimin. Say you hate me. Is that so hard to say? Just say it!" She half yelled in tears. "I can't!" I half yelled back. "WHY NOT! IT'S CLEAR THAT YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME! WE HAVEN'T TALKED TO ME IN MONTHS SO JUST TELL ME YOU HATE ME!" She yelled as tears streamed down her face. "I CAN'T BECAUSE I DON'T!" I yelled back as tears streamed down my face. "THEN WHY?! TELL ME WHY HAVEN'T YOU BEEN TALKING TO ME?!" She yelled. "BECAUSE--- YOU KNOW WHAT?! IF YOU WANT ME TO SAY I HATE YOU THEN FINE! I HATE YOU! THERE YOU HAPPY NOW?! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED?!" I yelled unable to explain why I haven't been talking to her. We both stopped yelling. "So... You do hate me...." She said her voice shaky. "I-- no... I didn't mean it, (Yn)." I stated and walked closer to her. "Then why?" She asked in a whisper and looks at me. "Because... I-- it reminds me of...." I trailed. "Of her? The girl you're in love with? That's why you're ignoring me?" She asked, pain, hurt and brokenness clear in her voice. "I...." I trailed. "Whoever this girl is, is so lucky to have you love her, but your friends not so lucky." She said. "What do you mean?" I asked. "If you're going to ignore me as your best friend, over this girl, then maybe.... Maybe we shouldn't be friends anymore..." She trailed. "(Yn), no please you-you don't mean that." I said and stepped closer to her. "I'm sorry Jimin, I'll still work with you... But until you get this figured out, we, are no longer friends. See at work on Monday, Mr. Park." She said and walked out of the room. I screamed, I grabbed a vase and threw it at the wall. I then sunk down the wall in tears. "Why can't I tell you that's it's you? Why... And now I've lost you... There's absolutely no way I'm gonna get you back now... But I know for a fact.... I will never stop loving you, (Yn) (Mn) (Ln)." I whispered and just slept where I sat.