Will Never Be The Same

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A/n: very short sorry!
Jimin's POV
Two days....... It's still not Christmas...... Two days that seem like months. I want her back..... I want to tell her..... I know I won't be able to, but I want to be able to try. "Jimin, you gonna come eat?" Jin asked. "No. I'm not hungry." I reply. "Jimin, you and I both know the she, would not be happy with this. You know it would make her cry." Jin says. "YES I KNOW THAT!" I yell as I sit up from my bed. "I.... I just can't deal with her...... Gone." I mutter. "You act as if she's dead." Jin said. "She could be.... I'm not there to protect her." I reply back. "Jimin, don't think like that. Come eat." Jin said. I shake my head. "I'm gonna go to her room." I mumble as I walk past him. "(Yn) misses you too. I guarantee it." Jin says. I freeze when I hear her name. I then keep walking. I get into her room and go to the piano.

"I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you

I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you
I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without you

Oh oh oh!
You! You! You!
Without...
You! You! You!
Without...you

Can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're estranged
Without you, without you
I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleepless night
Without you, without you

I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here, I'm paralyzed
Without you, without you
I can't look, I'm so blind
I lost my heart, I lost my mind
Without you, without you

Oh oh oh!
You! You! You!
Without...
You! You! You!
Without...you

I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you
Without...you." I sing. "Please come back. Please, (Yn)." I mutter.

Jin's POV
I got it all in video. I sent it to her.
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Me:
You gotta come back. He's dying on the inside. He's not eating, I doubt he's sleeping much, and he can barely say your name without tears welling up. I don't think he'll be able to make it till Christmas.

(Yn):
Jin, I can't.... I need to think so much has happened between us.... I just..... Need to think. He.... He was...

Me:
He was what?

(Yn):
My first kiss

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