Not Okay

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A/n: sorry if it's short, I'm having some writers block
Remember: (/)_____________(/) means deleted text/text not sent
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Jimin's POV
It's been a few months since I realized my..... True feelings for (Yn). What I wanted to know was how long I felt that way but just didn't realize it. "Jimin? You okay?" Jin asked through the door. I stood up and walked out. "Jimin?" Jin asked and followed me. Now I was with everyone else. "How long have I had feelings for her?" I asked. "HOW LONG!" I shouted. "Jimin, think." Suga stated. I thought back. "Was there a time you ever felt jealous when she was with another guy?" He asked. I though back to when she told V she'd be his girlfriend. I glared and growled slightly at the memory. "I'll take that as a yes. When was this?" Suga said. "When she told Taehyung she'd be his girlfriend." I stated. I have at him and he looks somewhat scared. "Jimin, you're in love with her." Suga stated. I stayed silent. "I want--- we want to hear you say it." Suga continued. "I......" I trailed tears brining my eyes. Is this what she felt like? When she was so deeply in love with me, but didn't think I'd be hers? Is that what she went through? I understand. It hurts.... A lot. "I..... I'm in love with (Yn)....... Deeply...... Desperately." I whispered hoping they wouldn't hear, Taehyung did. He hugged me. I hugged back letting a tear slip out.

Your POV (short)
Life here has been great! Tori and I have had such a great time. We've been hanging out so much. She's been watching a lot of Collins Key lately, not that I'm complaining he is a pretty good YouTuber, but his brother is cute so... Anyway. That's how things have been, I just hope BTS and PR are doing okay.

Jimin's POV
I had had enough at this point. I pulled out my phone and texted (Yn)
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Me:
Are you gonna come back soon? We all miss you.

Cutie ❤️😍:
Maybe, and is it okay if I bring a friend? That's if I do come back.

Me:
Of course! We just wanna see you again. It hasn't been the same since you left.

Cutie ❤️😍:
Okay, well maybe I'll come back soon. We'll see, I gotta go Chim Chim I have to go to work. Ttyl! ✌🏻️

Me:
Bye
(/) I love you (/)
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I sighed after I put my phone away. I hope she visits soon.

*time skip two weeks later*

*ding*
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Cutie ❤️😍:
2 more hours! Then I get to see the gang again!
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She's coming!!! Today!!!! I can't believe it! I run out of my room the biggest smile on my face. "Jimin~Hyung, why are you so happy?" JungKook asked. I showed him the text. "You're joking." He said then looked at me I shook my head. "What?" Jin asked. "(Yn)'s gonna be here in two hours!!!" JungKook and I yelled. By this point I figured out I began to have feelings for her when she was starving herself.

*time skip an hour and thirty minutes later*

We were driving to the airport to pick her up. We get there and I see her getting her bags. "(Yn)!" I shout. She turns around and smiles. She comes toward us. "Hey! How are you?" I asked and hugged her. "I'm good. How are you guys?" She asked. "Better now that you're back. Did you bring your friend like you asked?" I said. She nods her head. Then a someone appears behind her. "Guys, this is Johnathan, my boyfriend." She said. I am not okay.

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