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Your POV
"(Yn)! Dinner!" Mom yelled. I stand up and walk out of my room. I get to the dinning room and eat. I don't say a word. Or make any eye contact. Once I finish I go back to my room. I'm blocking everyone and everything out..... No matter how much it may hurt. Should I go back? Or wait until my walls are solid? I'm sure they're worried. That doesn't matter. I'll just visit. I say as I walk out of my room.
"I'll be back." I say simply and walk out. I call a cab and tell them the address of the dorms. My phone has been constantly been buzzing since I left.

Jimin's POV
Ever since she left, song ideas have been coming to mind it's been a few days since she left. I can't..... Someone knocks on the door. I get up from her room and walk out. "(Yn)?" I ask as I see her. She looks different, she seems different. She's changed. "Hey." She say and smiles. Fake. "I came to visit. How are you guys?" She says and looks at everyone. Everyone seems worried and on the verge of tears. "We are good... How--" Jin starts. "I'm great." She replies with a small smile. We all sit and chat for awhile, but she's.... She's different...... It's not (Yn), it is.... Buts it's not. "Well, I should head back. It was fun bye." She says as she stands up. I stand up grab her wrist. "Please don't go." I whisper not looking at her. I pull out my phone and play a melody.

"Mmhm...
Mmhm...

Nobody ever knows
Nobody ever sees
I left my soul
Back there now I'm too weak
Most nights I pray for you to come home
Praying to the Lord
Praying for my soul

Now please don't go
Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go

Mmhm...

Cause I don't ever want to know
Don't ever want to see things change
Cause when I'm living on my own
I wanna take it back and start again
Most nights I pray for you to come home
Praying to the Lord
Praying for my soul

Now please don't go
Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go

(Oh oh oh)
I sent so many messages you don't reply!
(Oh oh oh)
I gotta figure out what am I missing babe!
Singing now (Oh oh oh)
And I need you now, I need your love!
(Oh oh oh)

Now please don't go (Oh, no)
I said well most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't
Please don't go

Please don't go
Please don't go (Oh no)
Please don't go (Oh no)
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go

Mmhm..." I sing as I look at her, tears stream down my face. She looks as if she feels nothing. "I have to go." She says as she pulls wrist out of my hand and walks out the door. Why can't you ever be mine. Why have you put your walls up, and why so high? I walk out and into my room. I slam the door and yell. I throw things and punch the wall. How many times to I have to go through this torture?

Your POV
No, you're not break my walls. Just with that you cracked my walls. You need my love? Please.... Get you're love from your girl. Not me... I'm not worth it... Maybe..... Maybe.... I get back to my parents house and immediately rush to the bathroom. I open the mirror, I sigh in relief when I find what I'm looking for. I grab them and swallow. One...... Two....... Three...... Four...... Five..... Six..... My phone alarms goes off. "I Need U girl wae--" it starts but I turn it off. How coincidental. Seven....... Eight.... I hear a scream and a shout. Then I hear a ringing, glass shattering, and then everything goes black. 

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