Teacher's Assistant (Jimin X Reader)

Battlefield

Your POV
Jimin said he would ever leave me alone. He kept that promise he hasn't left my side since we left the hospital. Which was two days ago. The only time he leaves me alone is when I'm changing or taking a shower and even then he's standing outside the door and checking on me every fifteen minutes. I had been working on a new song, I think it represents my relationship with Jimin pretty well. I'm calling it Battlefield. I'm still work on the lyrics though. I had to beg Jimin to leave me alone, he finally agreed. Only because he had Yoongi take his place. "Is he getting annoying?" Yoongi asked. "Yes and no." I state simply as I write down lyrics. "Yes, because he blames himself. No, because he wants to protect me." I continue, then finish off the lyrics. Then I begin to work on the melody. Then there was a knock on the door. "Jimin..." I whisper. "I'll leave you two alone". Yoongi said and began walking out. "I'm sorry." Jimin muttered after Yoongi shut the door. "No, no, Jimin it's fine. You just--" I start. "No, I'm sorry..... I just...... I can't stand seeing you get hurt and...." He trailed he sat down on my bed and ran his fingers through his hair. "Chi--" I start once again. "No.... No.... I don't deserve that nickname..... Not from you." He replies then falls backwards onto my bed. "Chim Chim..." I trailed as I walked up to him. I get next to the bed and he turns away. "Chim Chim don't be like that, it's not your fault. Y--" I start he gets up off the bed, so I stand up. "NO! I LET YOU GET HURT, I LET.... I LET HIM TOUCH YOU!" He shouts. Tears are beginning to stream down my face. "JIMIN! STOP THIS! I HATE SEEING YOU LIKE THIS! QUIT BEATING YOURSELF UP! NOTHING BAD HAPPENED!" I shouted back tears streaming harder. "NOTHING HAPPENED?! TELL THAT TO THE HICKEY THAT'S STILL BARELY ON YOUR NECK! TELL THAT TO THE SHIRT THAT YOU WORE THAT WAS UNBUTTONED DOWN TO-- HOW CAN I NOT BEAT MYSELF UP?! I--" he keeps yelling, but I interrupt him. I can't take this anymore, we keep fighting. "Get out." I state. "What?" He asks. "I said. GET! OUT!" I yell and point at the door. "FINE!" He yells back then leaves slamming the door behind him. I scream and yell. I throw things, and break things. "I understand you want to protect me Jimin..... But you have to stop blaming yourself for something that was out of your control." I mutter. Then the melody came to my head.

"Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love and suddenly
It's like a battlefield
One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
[repeat]
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender
then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing (nothing)
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
[repeat]

I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like

A battlefield (oh), a battlefield (oh), a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield (oh),
A battlefield (oh), a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor
I never meant to start a war (start a war)
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
(fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
[repeat]

I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)

[slowly fade]
Why does love always feel like
(whoa ooow)
Why does love always feel like
(whoa ooow)
A battlefield, a battlefield..

[(whoa ooow) throughout to end]
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
(whoa ooow)
[fade out]." I sang and played the piano.

Jimin's POV
I heard it, I heard it all. She was right. I have to stop blaming myself for something I couldn't control. I stood up and knocked on the door. "(Yn)." I say quietly. "Go away!" She yells. I can tell she's been crying. I open the door and walk in anyway. I shut the door. "I told you to go away." She says and turns her back towards me. I come up behind her and back hug her. "I'm sorry. You're right. I can't blame myself for something I am unable to control. I'm sorry for yelling at you." I whisper. "It's okay Chim Chim, I understand." She whispers back, she slowly turns to face me. My forehead on hers. "(Yn) I have something to tell you." I whisper, getting nervous. "What is it?" She whispers as she looks into my eyes. "I.."