Teacher's Assistant (Jimin X Reader)

Let Her Go

Jimin's POV
"She flat lined..... She actually flat lined. What if they can't bring her back? What if.... What if she's gone and she can't come back. What if I lost my chance to me her kind what if--" I kept rambling on with questions. "Jimin! Calm down!" Yoongi half yelled. "I'm trying..." I trail. "Khloe..... I'm tried..... Help me?" Yoongi says. She blushes. She walks over to him and sits with him in the chair. He wraps his arms around her and the fall asleep. I wanna be able to do that. I then look around and see all my friends doing that. A tear slips out of my eye. "I wish I could do that with her... But I may have lost her..." I trail then sit in the only empty seat near my friends. "Aish.... I'm sorry (Yn)." I whisper. "Are you Jimin?" The doctor from before asks. I nod my head and stand up. I follow behind him as he walks. "How is she?" I asked. "She's alive.... But we're not sure if that will last long. We're gonna have everyone come in and say goodbye one bye one. Just in case." He responds with a sad smile. "I'm really sorry." He says and walks away. I walk in, she's sleeping. I walk over to her bed. "Hey... I hope you can hear me. I'm sorry that I caused you so much pain. The guy that you love is the luckiest guy in the world, unfortunately it doesn't seem he'll get to feel that love. Just know, that you.... Are the most amazing person that I have ever met." I whisper as tears stream down my face. Some tears hit her hands. I couldn't say anything more. I got up and leaned over and kissed her forehead. I begin to panic when the heart monitor sky-rockets. The doctor rushes in. Why does everything happen with her when I'm in the room? "What's happening? Is she gonna be okay?" I asked very worried. "She's..... She's gonna be fine....... I don't know what you did..... But she may live after all." The doctor said shocked as her turned to me. "Sh-she may live?" I ask as tears, happy tears, brimmed my eyes. "Yes. Look she's waking up." The doctor says as he turns toward her. "Chim Chim?" She asked as she finally let tears fall from her face. She let her wall fall. I run to her and hug her, gently of course. "I... I heard what you...... What you said. It's okay... Sometimes pain is okay.... I guess I forgot that for awhile." She whispers into my shirt. I smile slightly. "It's okay, not to be okay. We're here for you. Come back to us. Please." I whisper. I only love her as a best friend.... I was delusional...... I don't know what I was thinking. I'm insane. Maybe it's the lack of sleep. Who knows.

*time skip*

She was now out of the hospital. I'm so happy. She's okay. Manager said he had to tell her something important. We were hanging out and talking. Why did I think I liked her more than a friend? Maybe because of all the times I almost lost her.... Who knows. Anyway, we were heading toward the living room. Apparently it was something we all needed to hear. "(Yn), you're here good." He said. "Okay so, I know it's really last minute but I already have your bags packed. (Yn), you're going on tour. Now." The manager says. "She can't go. Not yet." I say. "Jimin... Let her go. She has to, for her career." JungKook said. Everything seemed to be in slow motion as she walked out the door. Before shutting it behind her she looked at me with sad eyes. It hurt. I went to her room and started to play on the piano again.

"You only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
You let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch should surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
Love comes slow and it goes so fast

See you when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
But you let her go
You let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

You only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
But you let her go." I sing not realizing  tears were steaming down my face. I was wrong.... I really am in love with her.... I was in denial because...... I can never have her.