C O M P L I C A T E D

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What can I do if my heart is only for you?
How can I do something that I can't continue?
The time stops whenever I see you.

How will you ever know if you like someone?
Someone that I can't be the one.
Will you ever find the one who you bring down?

Songs in my mind suddenly find its way back,
When I saw your face, I've heard a sudden slow clock,
It goes with a pound of heartbeat and tick-tock.

Your smile melts me,
The way your lips formed that curve, let it be,
Your eyes and your lips, they're smiling at me.

Your eyes that can capture everyone's attention,
Just like a box of attraction.
What now? How can I divert my attention?

Clicking-click, the photographic memory, quick,
Twice and trice that I look at you, then blink,
For the nth look, I close my eyes for a click.

You smiled looking at my direction, but don't know if it's me,
It's hard to assume where in the first place I can't be,
It's hard to pretend when you're always hurting me.

I'm just like holding onto an air,
You can't see who really cares,
I only can breathe bare,
When you're there, I don't know but it feels so unfair.

It's just you, nothing more nothing less,
I can't even tell myself if you're my life's mess,
But having you, inside or out of my life I still feel bless,
Gosh, I'm in distress.

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