i'm gonna love you through it | alemanda ✔

[chapter twelve]

Alesha

WHEN AMANDA TOLD ME that she didn't feel like a woman anymore because the doctors had taken away all of her breast tissue during the mastomecty, I knew I had to do something for her. When she was out of the house doing grocery shopping without me, I went to her doctor's.

I asked him if Amanda could get the reconstruction on her breasts sooner than the live shows of BGT. He said that it would be possible so I was able to change Amanda's surgery date to the Thursday before the first live show of BGT and she would go home on Monday to be able to do the first semi final the next day.

I knew that Amanda wanted the reconstruction badly and it was going to happen sooner than what she thought it would. The surgery for reconstruction wouldn't be in the second week of June anymore, it would be in the third week of May instead. I hoped that this would make Amanda happy so I went home from the hospital and made it home before Amanda got home with the groceries.

I got home from the hospital a couple of minutes before Amanda did and the kids were already getting off of the school bus at the bus stop. I picked Hollie, Lexi, and Azura up at the end of the road and brought them to the house.

Amanda pulled up in her car a couple of minutes later when I got into the house. She came in with a couple bag of groceries from her car and kissed me on the cheek after she put them onto the kitchen counter.

"I just did something that's going to make you so happy, babe," I announced as we both went out to get the rest of the other bags of groceries from her car.

"What'd you do, Alesha?" Amanda was eyeing me as she asked, trying to figure out what I had done for her as she grabbed a few bags.

"I'll tell you when we put the groceries away," I replied, smirking at Amanda while I went inside with the rest of the bags.

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I wrapped my arms around Amanda's waist while she was trying to put away the groceries.

"You know you're making this difficult, right?" She asked, a smile playing on her lips.

"Of course I do. Do you want to know what I did that will make you so happy?" I questioned her, leaning down so I could kiss her cheek as Amanda put the groceries she bought away.

"Yes; I want to know," Amanda replied.

"I asked your doctor if we could move the surgery date for your reconstruction to earlier and he said yes. You're going to have reconstruction done during the third week of May, babe," I spoke, a large smile on my face.

Amanda turned around and she had an equally large smile across her face. She kissed me passionately, her body pressed up against mine.

"Thank you!" She replied, kissing me again. "You were right about how happy that would make me!"

"Glad you're happy about it. Now you can be able to do the live shows like you had wanted instead of not doing them at all," I responded to her, kissing her back.

"We should go on a date to celebrate!" Amanda announced. "We could ask David to watch the kids for us."

"We should go out. We haven't been on a date out of the house in a while," I replied. "And now I can really treat you like the goddess you are, babe."

"I've already said that you don't have to do that, Alesha. A regular date will be fine," Amanda said, moving my arms off of her waist so she could continue putting away the groceries.

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We chose to go on the date that night and we were able to convince David to babysit our children at his house and they were going to be picked up by their fathers. David knew that Azura was a handful but Lexi could help him if he didn't know what to do if Azura had one of her meltdowns. He was willing to watch them, even after watching Azura have a meltdown when we had been doing deliberations back in March.

"Are you ready, baby?" Amanda asked me as I straightened the hem of my black dress.

Amanda was wearing an olive green dress and had her hair up in a simple pony tail. She looked beautiful in my mind and I wanted to just stay home and make love to her but I had to wait until Amanda was ready to do that again. She had filled out the breasts of her dress by wearing one of her bras from before the mastectomy and had stuffed it with tissues to make it appear as though she had breasts. It looked like she had already gotten reconstruction but it was more for her to feel confident with her new body while going on our date.

"Yes," I replied, turning around and she took me in her arms, kissing me gently. I kissed her back and she deepened the kiss for a little bit before breaking it off.

"Let's go," she said.

"I would rather stay here and snog you right now instead of going to dinner," I told her, a small smirk starting to form on my lips.

"You have to wait until bedtime to snog me silly, baby," Amanda replied with a laugh and she kissed me again. "I'm getting hungry."

Her stomach grumbled and I laughed, putting my arms around her body and pulling her closer to me.

"I know what you can eat," I joked to her, the smirk taking over my face.

Amanda laughed and replied, "I'm not going to eat you out, Alesha. Not yet at least. I don't know how."

"I can teach you," I responded, kissing her again. "You were a quick learner for the strap-on."

"Why are you so smutty today?" Amanda asked me, a smile spreading across her face as we kiss tenderly.

《a.a.》

Hey guys! I still don't have my phone but I'm getting it back on Friday and I'm sneaking this chapter update really quickly. For some reason Symphony isn't getting a chapter published and I keep hitting publish. Idk why it is but I'm keeping the authors note the same on it. It's just an old note.

What do you guys think is going to happen next? Thanks for reading and please comment what you loved about this chapter! Bye until the next chapter!