i'm gonna love you through it | alemanda ✔

[chapter eighteen]

Alesha

AMANDA'S HAND WENT UP to her mouth as she watched the video that I had planned and Simon had gotten the BGT editors to make. It was a video about her journey with breast cancer and she hadn't realized I had been making it since she had gone in for her mastomecty.

She was watching herself be shown in pictures and videos of her talking about the progress she was making towards remission. She was done with treatments in the video and pictures were shown of the scars across where her breasts had been were showing healing slowly. Then she came onto the screen from a Twitter video announcing she was going to continue doing BGT because her surgery date for reconstruction had been moved up from the date it had been in June.

I saw the tears starting to fall from Amanda's eyes but I couldn't do anything to try to comfort her to stop crying as she watched the video because we still had to come out of the closet as a couple.

When Amanda had been gone at a doctor's appointment, I had quickly filmed a love message to her to have put at the end of the video that told the public about our relationship. That video was now showing and I saw Amanda's tears go down her face even faster than they had been before.

"I love you, Amanda," the video concluded with me saying, "and I'm so happy that you're my girlfriend."

Amanda stood up and she promptly hugged me saying, "Alesha! Why didn't you tell me about this?"

"I wanted it to be a surprise for you because of how strong you've been and I got that last part of the video in yesterday so we could come out," I replied, pulling Amanda into my lap.

"Amanda, any words on the video?" Dec asked and he and Ant came back up on stage.

"I'm speechless. I didn't think my girlfriend would do that type of thing for me," she replied. Amanda kissed my lips, the first display of affection we had after coming out to the public. I kissed her back gently and put my arms around her body as she sat on me.

"How long have you two been together now?" Ant asked, his eyebrow raising at our kiss.

"Since February," I responded.

"Alesha, are David and I allowed to tell you and Amanda to get a room like you and Amanda tell us sometimes when we fight?" Simon inquired cheekily.

Amanda and I both laughed and nodded our heads to answer Simon's cheeky question.

"Yes, you can tell us that because we tell you two it," Amanda answered jokingly.

We constantly told David and Simon to get a room whenever they fought with each other and David was acting camp. Now they finally had gotten a room, Simon's bedroom apparently for their first time shagging. David and Simon could now tell Amanda and I to get a room whenever we butted heads over something and we normally agreed on most things.

"How often can we tell you it? Whenever we see you two snogging?" David asked just as cheekily as Simon had asked his question.

Amanda and I rolled our eyes, and I replied, "yes but not all the time whenever you see us kissing. Only when we are deeply snogging."

I shifted my weight in my seat, putting both of my legs onto the seat so I was in a more comfortable sitting position with Amanda on my lap.

"How often are we going to see this sight or is Simon going to have to separate you two for next season?" Dec interjected.

"Very often next season so I'm not going to be surprised if we have to have someone separating us," Amanda replied. "Are you going to put us on different sides of the panel so David is sitting next to you?"

"Possibly," Simon replied mischeviously. "Only if David can behave sitting by me."

"No promises on that," David said, getting up from his seat and then sitting where Amanda had been while she had watched the video before getting up to hug me after. David rolled Amanda's chair over to Simon and them stared at him lovingly.

"Simon, how much talent has this season had and who do you think can win?" Ant asked, trying to steer the topic back to the Britain's got Talent final.

"I can't do this with this thing here!" Simon laughed trying not to stare at David who was starting to pull funny faces at Simon as he looked at Simon. "But the talent has been amazing and I think my golden buzzer will win of course."

"Alesha, who do you think will win this year?" Dec questioned.

"My golden buzzer," I replied. "She's an amazing little singer and she deserves it."

"Amanda, how has this season been for you and finding out you had breast cancer during the season?" Dec asked, he and Ant coming down from the stage to the judges' desk.

"This season has been one of the best that I've ever done and I actually almost didn't do the live shows until Alesha got my reconstruction date fro my breasts moved up from when it had been in June," Amanda replied, kissing me on the cheek. She then added, "this season has been one of the best because it's the season where I found my girlfriend and couldn't be happier with her."

"How sweet is that?" Ant asked. "How much fun have you had with Amanda being your girlfriend, Alesha?"

"Its been amazing and I love Amanda. We've had so much fun together being a couple and sharing our children. Her daughter, Lexi, is amazing with my daughter," I responded. "I love Amanda so much."

I hugged Amanda again as she sat on my lap and put my arms tighter around her body. I rested my head on top of her shoulder and she leaned her head against mine.

"I love you too, Alesha," she said to me.

《a.a.》

Hey guys! I'm getting ready to wrap this up sometime soon. I believe that there is only a few chapters left before the end comes. I debating about doing a one shot sequel for these two cuties.

How good is Alesha as a girlfriend? I wish she and Amanda would really be a couple in real life because that would be amazing! What do you think is going to happen next? What did you like about this chapter? Bye until the next chapter!