My Ex Is Pert; The Expert

Ex-Pert 16 •Alaala•

Felix

After watching her walked through that sidewalk she slowly disappeared onto my vision.

I couldn't help it, hinatid ko na siya dahil hindi ako makakampante kapag hindi ako ang humatid sakanya pauwi. It's just that way back then, I'm able to calm as long as I know that she went home safe.

I started the engine and diverted my attention at the road. But since Im driving home, her visage couldn't get out of my head. For a long time I get to touch her again.

"If we could just pretend that nothing had changed." I whispered but at the same time, there's this opposing side of mine. Stating her flaws, reminding me of her bad part, and clarifying the reason why I'm doing this.

"What the-" A swear word was about to come out of my mouth  when a cat passed across the street. Like the heck! I could possibly hit that fucking cat!

I sighed and continued on driving.

Need to get over Grace tho, gotta accept the fact that things aren't going to change in the way it was used to be.

'We can never be like before.'

I gripped the steering wheel as my jaw clenched. "What happened earlier is just the start of my plan Grace. I'll make you realize and feel the pain I've gone through when you left me."

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Grace

Wala akong nagawa kanina. I give in, babae lang naman ako, marupok at nadadala sa mga tukso.

Wala sa malay na napahawak ako sa aking bibig.

Lahat ng mga nangyari noon ay bigla kong naalala.

Shedding tears rolled down my cheeks. I cried myself out of grief. My heart was been breaking into pieces, it's like weeping in a dark shallow place after receiving a slap of truth.

I was about to burry my face on my bed comforter when I heard a continuous knock at door.

"Love! Love you there? Come on, open up."  I made a loud blew when I heard his intoxicated voice, absolutely drunk.

"Love! Love please open up!" 

I gently palmed my face and massaged my temples.

"Love! Open this door please!"

I swallowed the lump that was formed on my throat. And when I finally had the strength to stand I quickly wiped my tears away.

I slowly pulled the knob to open the door, revealing his lit up face.

"Love!" With his widened eyes, he immediately grabbed me, pulling me into a tight hug. And by that, the smell of alcohols immediately narked my nostrils.