"Ughh! Come on already!" I jumped in my room. The anxious feeling of checking my phone every second was killing me. It's been only one day, but Lana didn't reply to my messages.
A whole day!
The longest we've not talked in the past three months.
My feet tapped on the floor as I nervously walked around my small room. The week ended, and we were supposed to talk all weekend and 'watch' some random anime or bad movie together.
And the worst part is, she left me on read at my first message.
Cam56tuna
~MORNING omg i had a dream that my maths teacher adopted bobby
~Idk it was weird lol
~BUT HI i slept a lot but we can "watch" some gay ass movie today
And she never responded.
Now, I hate being clingy and I am annoying myself more than Jerky annoyes me in a whole week.
But this is Lana that we're talking about. We are never apart even if we are never together.
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I decided to not be a worried jealous mess this Saturday, and do something productive.
But I ended up watching youtube videos instead... As always.
My bed squeaked as I slightly jumped onto it. The mattress jumped as well as soon as I lay down on my back with my arms up and legs on the floor.
I heard a notification.
"Fuck! Fuck!" I snapped, looking at my feed.
Lanacangetit
~Sorry i cant :/
~Buisy with school
Cam56tuna
~o h ??
~i thought u were sick
Lanacangetit
~i am
Cam56tuna
~you okay? O.o
Lanacangetit
~yes
~gtg bye
Huh?
I got what I wanted, a reply. But now I have even more worry than I did!
What if she thinks we know each other in real life as well? My Lana isn't stupid, and neither is Lauren.
Maybe everything's awkward now? Maybe I just lost my best and only friend. No matter a crush or not.
Maybe.
Just maybe.
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"Cabello, could you please solve this problem?" miss Divent, the usually talkative maths teacher, asked.
It was Monday already. Time was flying by too fast.
It gave me so much unneeded anxiety, but I couldn't help thinking about the future.
As the chalk touched the board, my mind couldn't focus on the problem.
This was easy. I've done it a thousand times before, but my mind couldn't fit anymore problems inside.
"Hm." she said from behind my back, sitting on one of the first row tables on some poor student's notebook.
"Back to your seat, Cabello."
I naturally frowned a bit. The feeling of failure, no matter how small, made me uneasy inside.
It's not like I was good at math. I was average in all of my classes, always passing unnoticed and unimportant to both teachers and students. But I was great at this newest lection! I was so proud of myself and now, my brain sabotaged me.
The only thing left to do is be an extra bratty drama queen as always.
But of course, just to myself.
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