Remind Me Why I Love You

SEVEN

This was the worst idea ever.

I hate parties, and I don't know how to have friends.

Today was the first day I was a part of a group. And the first day of being invited to a party. All on our last school trip of the year.

And Lana isn't online.

Or maybe, Lana isn't online because we are at the same place at the moment.

Maybe we are holding cups of wine, both not drinking it, standing next to eachother awkwardly as the rest of the friend group is lost all over the big room of one hotel.

I look at Lauren who got my attention by saying something that couldn't be heard because of other teens being too loud.

Her expression looks dissapointed as she takes out her phone.

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Group: Lauren J, Camila:)
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Lauren J
~Are you deaf?

Camila:)
~Why are you texting me we are in the same loser corner

Lauren J
~Bitchass can you even read
~I said
~You cant hear me
~so whats the point
~we can just type as always

Camila:)
~this is weirdd
~its not in the group so its private texting with the one and only lern jerky

Lauren J
~ikr the names are weird because they are the contact ones
~But anyways
~do you know if theres internet anywhere in this hotel

Camila:)
~how would i know that
~no

Lauren J
~i think we should bond

Camila:)
~Why
~And why am i saved with a :) in your contacts

Lauren J
~because we are supposed to B o N d

Camila:)
~im not gonna cradle you in my arms

Lauren J
~tf

Camila:)
~thats a reference to a show
~its fine💩

Lauren J
~well i wouldnt mind that😜

Camila:)
~👏 stop in the name of jesus

Lauren J
~Ayyyy f a m

Camila:)
~why u do dis lern

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Group: Bitchasses

DinahDime
~camren i can see you on ur phones why arent u talking 😣

LernJerky
~We are😏
~its a texting convo because you hoes are loud as fuck

DinahDime
~O m g

CamEEla
~wait where are you dinah?
~i cant see you at all how can you see us

DinahDime
~thats bc im so good at blending in

LernJerky
~💩 no
~come to us if ur bored

Mani
~we're dancing so no

LernJerky
~ooooo

CamEEla
~ooooooo

DinahDime
~Guys now u stop
~u cant be a better ship than us ??

Mani
~put your phone down and enjoy this
~all of you xxxxx

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Group: Lauren J, Camila:)
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Camila:)
~I cant enjoy this??? This is torture???

Lauren J
~Imma go pee
~but same
~And wait for me pls dont run away and leave me with dem hoes