Dear Little Deaf Boy

DLDB:19

A pair of hands grabbed my wrist preventing  me from walking out. I jumped back alarmed by the sudden touch. The firm hands cuffed my waist pulling me closer as I tried to break free. It was almost like a trigger in my mind. My breath grew as anxiety built up as I squirmed trying using my nails to try and claw my way out.

" Kinsley it's me." My body froze as the voice brought chills and shaky knees. Not the kind Fin gave me, but the kind that made my stomach fluttered and my cheeks redden. My head rises meeting face to face with a guy that looked as if God sketched him out with a pin made from gold. His green eyes seem to darken as are eyes connected. I wasn't sure if that was my hear racing or his.

" Jasper." His name came out light almost as if I was talking to my self.

His Adams Apple moved as he gulped and looked down at our position. His hands wrapped around my waist,my body pressed against his chest. Jasper was actually.....

Muscular.

I could fell his hard chest and defined abs under his thin sweater. He looks up at my nervously with cherry red cheeks. We where so close I felt his close breath fanning against my forehead. If I raised my head I feared are lips might touch.

" I- I'm" he stuttered for words before sighing and turning his eyes in another direction before looking back at me noticing the position where in. He let go of hips and stepped back clearing his throat awkwardly.The heat that once speared around my hips was  gone as he removed his hands leaving me cold and bare. I never liked physical contact with people, but being in Jasper's arms made me feel well... safe.

" I didn't mean to scare you." He says while scratching the back of his neck. His voice was low husky yet soft.

Jasper's eyes where field with intensity as they watched my lips.

"Well you did Jasper! Don't just sneak up on me like that I could of killed you." I seen a light smirk appear on Jasper's face with a soft chuckle. He dug his hands in his pockets and looked down to hide his pearling smile. I don't care how handsome he is. I can't let those eyes get the best of me.

Sending me by surprise, he mocking raised his eyebrow at my bluff.

Damn it!

I'm suppose to be angry at him.

He! He's just like the rest of them!

I turned on my heels not wanting to face him.

" Kinsley." He sighs. I shut my eyes as the sound of my name rolls of his tongue.

" Kinsley I can't see what your saying if you turn away like that."' Jasper said.

I snapped my head around ready to give him a piece of my mind. Ready to tell him how he is just like every one else! But I couldn't bring my self to yell at him. Damn those eyes!

Damn them!

I hate how he looks at me! His eyes scan my face trying to figure me out but at the same time it seems as though he forgets he's staring. His eyes where like am intense spotlight and I was center stage.

Jaspar gives me stage fright. I craved his attention and now that I have it. It's....

Hard trying to impress him.

So I looked away from him once again. I became cowardly under his gaze. I couldn't take the intense heat of the spot light as confident as I am when it came to Jasper I grew timid. My arms folded across my chest. I guess this time roles where reversed. I was the silent one and he was the one wishing for my words. My feels landed right on my locker. Making me feel even worse before.

" I don't think you should tutor me." I blurted out finally having the courage to look at him. Jasper was taken back by my words confusion striking over his face.

" B-but  we haven't even started yet Kinsley."

" Which is why it should be easy for you to tell Mr.J that this isn't going to work." His jaw clenched at my words before he slowly nodded.

" I get it." He simply replied.

" You do? Well that's great Jasper-"

He let out a chuckle.

" You don't want the Deaf kid to tutor you." Jasper's eyes darkened. He was clearly upset. " Or is it just that you don't want to be seen with me?"

" What no! Jasper that isn't what it's about." I assured.

" Oh really! Than what else could it be about huh!
I get it. I totally fucking get it. You're Kinsley Pines.
The towns superstar. And I'm Jasper Ralston the tainted boy. The Deaf Kid. I'm the guy that will ruin your image. So yeah, Kinsley I think we should call it off."

I'm frozen. In utter disbelief of what just happened. Jasper Ralston the guy of few words had not only spoke but had cursed as well . At this moment I realized I knew very little about Jasper. Every thing I thought about him was wrong.

He might of been sweet but he sure isn't soft.
My mouth was gapped open searching for words.
But it's hard. I had just seen a side of him I never knew existed. His eyes widen at his own actions as if he had realized his own behavior. He sighed running his hands through this hair.

" I'm Deaf not stupid Kinsley. I know you're uncomfortable around me. And I'm okay with doing what ever your comfortable with. I'll talk with Mr.Jenkins tomorrow morning."

DING!!!!!!!!!!

Before I could speak the sound of the school bell had rang.

" Kinny!" I turned around at the sound of my name being called. Nani speed walked towards me with a huge smile. " Come on let's go! You have to see this." She laughed

I rubbed my forehead in frustration.

" Can it wait me Nani, I'm trying to figure things out with Jasper." She looked at me oddly.

" Are you okay Kin?"  She asked.

" I'm fine alright! I'll see you later I just need to talk to Jasssss-" I turned my head around to find an empty spot where he had once been standing.

He left.

Fuck!

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