.But You're Beautiful To Me. ~Frerard~

Part 15 ~ Paybacks' Not Always A Bitch

Gerard's POV

It was kinda hard concentrating on the drawing with Frank's fucking boner right in my fucking face. Not that I was complaining though, I had a quite nice view. We were both holding on to whatever self-control we had left (not much) as I tried my best to finish the task at hand.

I'm a perfectionist at heart, but very horny and also human, so as soon as I was finished, without even looking at the final result, I put it down on my lap and let my eyes wander around Frank's body. Bitting my lip to stiffle a slight moan, I took off my shirt slowly, seductively.

He gulped, unable to move, looking up at me as I walked towards the couch. I pushed him on his back while smirking like crazy before getting on top of him on the couch, straddling his legs. I let my eyes travel across his bare perfection.

"Frankie?"
"Yea Gee?"
"I... I think I'm gay dude"
"Well, I do hope so or this would become awkward, with me being naked under you and all."
"Shut up, you smug smurf."
"Fight me."

I took this as an invitation as I planted my lips on his for a messy, passionate kiss. He was digging his nails in my back and I was pulling on his hair a bit harshly, both completely absorbed in the moment.

At one point, my pants disappeared along with my boxers and right now Frank was sitting on the couch, with me straddling his thighs. We were both starting to get really worked up, and I was grinding my hips to create some amazing friction. He suddenly grabbed my waist, emitting one last moan before stilling me.

"Gee?" He said, a seductive look in his hazel eyes, "I want you to tell me exactly what you want me to do to you, anything you want."
I suddenly felt quite shy, studdering like an idiot in love, "I- kn- I don't-t.. k- know.."
"It's okay" he stoked my cheek, "let's do this instead: I'll list things I wanna do with you and if you want to today, nod. Is that okay?"
I nodded and he started his (horny) list, looking 'straight' into my eyes, "I... want to leave a trail of hickeys all over you body"
Nod
"I want to blow you off"
Nod
"I want you to suck me off"
Nod
"I want to finger you"

That one left me conflicted. As much as I wanted to try it with him, it felt like too much too soon. I mean, this was my first gay relationship. Ever. I didn't want to sound like a nervous virgin but it's kinda how I felt, this was a totally different sphere of sexuality I'd never even thought I'd try. So yeah, I was nervous, and scared it would hurt, like a virgin (touched for the very first time) but I couldn't help it, and I knew Frank would understand anyways. He always did. So I shook my head.
"I'm sorry Frank, but.. it feels like too soon, I... I'm not ready.."

He tucked a stray strand of hair that fell across my face behind my ear with a sweet smile on his lips, "Shhh. You don't have to be sorry okay? I'll never make you do anything you don't want to or aren't ready to do. I want to be with you, and god, you are so worth waiting for Gee. I really care about you and I want you to feel ready to go further when we do so it feels really great for you. Okay?"
I nodded, slightly flushed, "Yea, okay Frankie.. I- I still wanna do the other ones though..." I started grinding down slowly on him again "and I still owe you those two kisses don't I?" I added with a seductive wink.

He grunted and wrapped his arms around my chest tightly, my legs wrapping around his torso, getting us up from the couch. He pressed his lips to mine sweetly for a short kiss while transporting me to the bedroom.
"That's one kiss." He said before pressing our lips again, this time a more intense - and with way more tongue - kiss.
"That's two, now we're square."
"Oh, I don't think we are Frankie, I think I owe you a couple of things still, and I really wanna pay you back right now."