I know that you love me

12

JULIA'S POV

I woke up the next day with a very strong and terrible headache. I opened my eyes and panicked as my eyes roamed the place. I quickly sat up which caused my head to throb. Where am I?

Suddenly everything came back to me, I remembered everything that had happened the night before. I had sex with Ken. Why the fuck would I have sex with him?!

I groaned at myself before hearing the door open slightly and with wide eyes and deep breaths, I waited for whoever to come in.

Ken's face suddenly popped up from the door, "I thought you were sleeping. I didn't want to disturb you", he explained after seeing how my reaction was.

"It's fine, I woke up a couple of minutes ago", I said, gesturing to him to come in.

He took some steps forwards and stopped, "Come, sit down, as much as I don't want to do this but we need to talk", I said as I patted the space beside me.

He sat down and we stayed silent for a bit before I decided to break the quietness, "I don't really now how should we begin but Ken, did we-", I stopped and gulped, "did we really-", I was cut off by Ken saying, "Did we have sex last night? Yes! And you know what? I enjoyed it very much and I don't regret doing it"

"How can you not regret having sex with someone when you have a wife?! A wife, Ken! You betrayed her again!", I argued.

"Juls, I want to end our marriage, I want to be with you not her", he said.

After a moment of silence, he spoke again, "I never loved Brittney, Julia. Only you"

After hearing those words I got angry.

"Why are you so selfish?! You want to end it, not her! Both of you must agree on a divorce to get it!", I stated. "You also went and had sex with me without her knowledge! You cheated on her!"

"And now you are blaming me and calling me selfish! Well I have to remind you that you wanted to do it too!", Ken shouted.

I just sat there for a bit not knowing what to say because what he said was true, we both wanted to so it. "It was a moment of weakness! I don't know what to do and I was drunk!", I barked back.

"You know what?", I stood up and went to get my stuff, "It's better to keep my opinions to myself and remain quiet, right? I will not be with you until you tell Brittney about what happened and break up with her. Brittney deserves to know, she's your wife after all", I said walking towards the door, not looking at him.

Then I left the room not even glancing back.  That fucking bitch! Why is he so selfish and stupid! I bet he does this to every girl he has been with.

"Hey! Julia! Wait up!", I heard the same annoying voice that I didn't want to hear again. "Do you want a ride home? I mean you don't have a car so I thought I can drive you", he explained.

He quickly grabbed his and my things off the ground which made me look at what I was wearing, Ken's t-shirt. Shit. He then got out of the room after checking if he hadn't left anything behind and then we went to the reception to drop off the key and then we got into the car.

As we were ready to drive, Ken opened his goddamn mouth again, "Julia, I am sorry for what I've said earlier. Forgive me", he paused before continuing, "You know that things between me and Brittney are not well. But please don't blame yourself for it all", he sighed.

"Ok, Ken, sorry I too reacted badly. I don't really regret what happened yesterday. I really liked it. But you'll have to understand that it wouldn't be fair for Brittney, that's why I won't talk to you until you end whatever you have with Brittney. I just don't want to hurt anyone. I'm sorry, Ken", I said what I thought.

After a few more minutes, we arrived at my building, and I quickly took out my things and got out of the car to get to my house. I did all of this without even looking at Ken because I knew that I would cry if I looked at him.

When I started to climb up the stairs that led to my apartment, I took out my phone and started to call Melissa.

"Hey Melissa!
Yeah, I am sorry! But you don't have to worry. I am fine.
I met Ken there.
Hm..., we talked.
Ok! Yes! Something happened!", I told Melissa everything that had happened the last night and this morning as I entered my apartment and took off my shoes.

"Oh my god! I can't believe that you had sex with him!", she said.

"I know. I can't believe that too", I said sitting on my couch.

"Do you really think he'd man up and talk to Brittney?", Melissa asked.

"I really don't know, Lisa, but I hope so", I said sighing.

"Well! I got to go now, motherhood calls!", she said after hearing her daughter, Emma, call her.

I giggled slightly, "Well, have fun! Bye!", I hang up and relaxed myself in the sofa and put my feet on the coffee table.

I grabbed the remote from beside before putting on a random channel and then I started to think who began digging this hole in the first place. I sighed and shook my head as a name popped into my head, Brittney Cooper.