Be Alright: Somebody To Love #6

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Madelyn’s POV

As soon as the kids figured out they were going to Disney World, none of their other presents seemed to matter. They all ran upstairs to pack, leaving us giggling.

“Maddie, we can’t fly.” Paige exclaimed.

“Why?” I asked, trying to figure out if she was joking.

“Liv is only six weeks old! She can’t get on a plane!” She looked at the baby, asleep in her arms.

“Of course she can. Aniston was on a plane when she was that old. Aria was on a plane when she was two weeks old. Livvy be fine.” She didn’t look any less stressed. “I’ll be there to help.”

“Aren’t you afraid there might be too much sadness tied with Disney?” Alexis said quietly.

“We all remember that last trip with Miles,” I nodded, “We all remember how painful it was. But it’s been over ten years. We need to make new memories.”

“You’re right. Miles wouldn’t want us to be avoiding Disney just because that was our last family vacation.” Logan smiled, surprising me.

Justin’s POV

"I'm going to Disney World. I'm going to Disney World." Aria sang as she skipped through the airport. She was so excited, as were the rest of the kids. Even as excited as they were, they were still surprisingly good going through the airport. Normally when they got overexcited about something, they would forget to listen and end up in trouble. But they made it through security and onto the plane with no problems.

“I want to sit by Lexis!” Aria and Aniston yelled at the same time. They situated themselves together, while Stella chose to sit by Logan. Kingston opted for Kenny and Moshe, who were a few rows back.

“Oh good, I get to sit by my love.” I laughed, sitting down in the seat beside Madelyn. I was glad we were sitting together, and alone, so we could talk. Since we had decided that we wanted another baby, we hadn’t had a moment alone to discuss it further. I had no idea what she was thinking. “So how do you want to go about getting our baby?” I asked, once we had taken off. The jets were loud enough that I didn’t think anyone could hear us.

“Shh.” Madelyn motioned to me as Paige began to walk towards us.

“Want to take Livvy for a little while? I need to get some work done and there’s no way I can work with this cute face staring at me.”

“Of course we do.” I took Olivia and handed her to Madelyn, who had grown very attached to her niece. As soon as Paige walked away, I turned back to Madelyn.

“Well, if we want another biological child, there’s only one option. You would have to have a reversal.” I tried not to show myself wincing at the thought of having another surgery. I thought I was going to die the last time, I couldn’t imagine what another surgery would be like.

“But, we can always adopt. I’m not against it. There’s babies already here that need a home.”

Madelyn’s POV

“I don’t necessarily want to have another surgery, but if it meant another beautiful baby, I think I could do it.” Justin put on his brave front. “Tell me what you want to do. Do you want to go through another pregnancy?”

I knew what he was thinking. Every pregnancy so far, he had almost lost me. With Aniston, it was a black out that landed me unconscious and in the hospital. The twins had put me in the hospital for over six weeks and almost killed me the last day. Aria’s pregnancy was arguably the worst, landing me in rehab and then in a bitter separation with Justin.