Summer '09 (was life)

Chapter twenty five

First off I hope this chapter is a little longer than the past few to be honest. Second off there is no second off.

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Chapter twenty five

I step out of the car and am greeted by my father, if you can call a man you haven't seen in seven years your father.

"Dad? What the hell are you doing here? Can't you just leave us the hell alone. You broke moms heart when you left. Why do you have to rub salt in the wound and do it again?"

The tears are threatening to spill down my cheeks at the sight of Connor, my 'father'. But does he look pained or shocked? No he doesn't cause he's the biggest asshole on the planet.

"Kate. I'm sorry I really am. I have no excuse for what I did. Please let me back in to yours, Austin's, and Blake's lives. These past years have been hell not seeing you kids. Your mothers and my relationship ended but please let me rebuild ours. Just give me a chance.... Please?"

He's pleading and I can see the hint of tears threatening to spill out. He's really sorry, but I can't put myself out there like that.

"Connor you ruined my trust last time and I can't put this family through that pain again. Talk to Blake if you want permission to be in our lives again. He's the man of the family not me."

I turn on my heel and walk into the house. He's following me so I yell at Blake to get his arse down here.

"Damn woman where's the fire?" He pauses for a second when he sees whose behind me. "What the fu*k is he doing here?"

"He was here when I pulled up. He wants back in our lives, so I told him to talk to you."

"Blake, Kate I'm sorry y'all have to believe me."

We don't believe him, we just turn and glare at him in disgust. Who the hell does he think he is? Just barging in on our lives like that? He should have just stayed wherever he was.

Austin comes tumbling down the stairs, having heard the commotion. "Hey guys." and then she sees him. "What is he doing here? Why is he back? Make him leave."

Out of us kids Austin took it the hardest. She cried for weeks. Nothing would make her stop. It was horrible.

She turns and storms back up to her room, probably to call Danny or someone.

As if he can tell how much pain he's putting us all through, he says, "I guess I'll just go then. You kiss obviously don't want me here anyway. Sorry for bothering your lazy asses."

That is so like him it's not even funny. He was always mentally abusive, telling us we were worthless and pieces of shit. He's trying to worm his way back into our lives just so he can do it again.

He turns and leaves, thank god. I follow after him to make sure he's really leaving, and to lock the door behind him. He stalks outside and to his car and speeds away from our house.

I retreat back to the kitchen where Blake is. We decide that I should go get Austin, so we can all talk about this crap.

When I walk into her room she's on her bed, face down sobbing into her pillow. She's barely breathing, the pillows fluffiness suffocating her. My little sister is attempting suicide?

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Cliffhanger. Sorry. Im probably not gonna be updating a lot this week. But tbh idk. This chapter wasn't longer but it was about the same length so that's good. Bye bye.