Dear Readers, part 2

Entry Number Sixteen (5/6/2014)

Dear readers,

I've been skimming over my old entries...

And by old, I mean my first ones...

...

 I am frightened of the old me. It kind of worries me that I'm still getting people that are following me (probably) based off of those old entries. But that was three years ago, and I have changed quite a bit. I mean, what's gonna happen if they ever manage to reach part 2?

Actually, even before that. I mean, I was the type of person who, at the end of an entry, wrote things like "lolz c ya later guyz XD". Now it hurts my brain to even type it out. 

Of course, I'm not sure what the chances are of people even getting this far. I mean, people who like the me now probably wouldn't want to wade their way through the me then, and people who like the me back then probably won't like the me now.

Basically, I'm fucked when it comes to this fuckin' blog.

Does anyone read these things?

Is anyone there?

I only ever get comments on my really old entries, so I just assume that no one's bothered to read this far... I'm probably assuming right, but if not, won't someone please let me know? I'd really appreciate it. Maybe I'd update more often if I actually felt like it was being read.

Anyway, news...

So my hair is still red. My roots are showing some but it doesn't look bad. Also, it's a little bit lighter than it was. 

Finished my second (and final) year at Uni last month. It's so nice to have it all over with. I didn'tput much effort into my last semester at all. For my weekly night class I passed in 4 pages for the final paper, which should have been 8 to 10 pages. My goal was simply to get everything done at a level that wouldn't result in a fail. Needless to say, I was expecting some pretty shitty marks (except for in the two classes I actually enjoyed - Introduction to Literature and Ritual Studies). I've known most of my grades for a while now, but for some reason the grade for my night class - the one that was finished first - still wasn't up two days ago. I just checked, and finally it's up. Unsurprisingly, I got an A in Lit. Everything else was Bs.

So surprised at my B- in my night class. I did shit in that class. I mean, I did get 100% on the map test, but that was only worth like 10% of the grade... I showed up late for every single class. I mean, ALL of them. I showed up a half an hour late to at least two classes. And since the class was only weekly, and I live in Canada (There were quite a few class cancellations due to the weather this semester), there were only like 8 actual classes. I payed absolutely no attention during classes, and did terribly on my peer reviews (I totally deserved it). I pretty much just went to class and drew. For the take-home tests, we had to write at least a one-page answer each for three of the questions. For the second test I did, I gave a 3/4 page answer for one question, half finished another, and didn't even touch a third. I have no clue how he based his grading system, but thank god for it. Because of it, if I ever want to return to University, I still have a 3.3 GPA

I've pretty much just been relaxing at home since, but I've finally figured out what I'm gonna do for the moment. I WAS hoping to find an apartment in my the town where I went to Uni, but I would have needed to actually be there and there was no time by the time I thought of it. So I came home, and mum told me my sister called and told her that I could go live with her in PEI and look for a job there. She didn't have a job and had been pretty much in the sole company of her five-year-old son for quite a while, so I imagine she was quite eager to have some adult company.

It feels strange to refer to myself as an adult... I suppose I could call myself that. I'm gonna need to be an adult, as from Wednesday (the day I'll be heading to PEI) on, I'll buying my own food, looking for a job, and perhaps helping my sister with my nephew every now and again. Also, I'm going to need to fix my horrible sleep schedule. Kai is adorable, but he's a regular fuckin' alarm clock. Besides, I'll need to be getting my sleep if I'm to apply to places, go to job interviews, and still keep my hygiene in check. It's not like University, where they never threw me out of class even when I hadn't showered in a week.