Entry Number Seven (10/10/2012)

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Dear readers,

Lately I wonder if I made the right decision, going to University.

I mean, I do want an education and all, but... it's hard to explain... I just don't really feel like I'm benifiting all that much. Basically, I want to be able to make money. University isn't job training, and I've known this long before I applied to this University, it's just... I feel like, even if I do make a career out of my University education, it won't be what I want to do with my life.

It's not like I hate University or anything; you'd know that much just by reading my previous entries. The people are great, and over all I actually really love it. But... I feel so restricted. It really is hard to explain... 

I've always excelled in school, but... I don't like living by a schedule, I just... I want to be free of all this.

I really miss the times when I was care-free, I didn't have to worry about pretty much anything. It was such a long time ago though, the last time I felt that way was probably back before Mitchel died - so the start of sixth grade. Since then, I've almost always had something or other to stress about...

See ya...

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