Hiding From the Dead

Chapter X

Hiding From the Dead: Chapter X

I woke up with the sun hitting my face. I was alone in the couch and I was completely naked. I had a blanket covering just the bottom half of my body. I looked around, confused. I saw my clothe folded on top of the tv so I took a look at the balcony.

Liam was watching outside with a shotgun in his hands. I sat up and he looked back. I smiled, my cheeks heating up at the thought of what happened last night. Liam left the shotgun outside and sat next to me. His brown hair was messy and his blue eyes were as bright as always.

"Hey." He said and I took the blanket, slowly covering myself. I felt shy being completely naked next to Liam, even if I just had sex with him. But to be fair, that was the first time I had ever made love to someone. Isaac was just sex... horrible sex. With Liam, it felt different... it felt good...

"Hi." I said, my cheeks warming up again.

"How was it?" He asked, a little shy.

"It was perfect." I couldn't help but smile. He looked down, still with a shy smile.

"I'm glad, because I've never done it before. I was afraid I'd do something wrong." As soon as he said that, guilt hit me. Why did I have to do it with Isaac? Why? I regret it more than anything in my life.

"You were a virgin." I said... not asked.

"Yeah... were you?" He frowned in curiosity. I looked down, not wanting to answer him.

"We should go down. I want to check on Jayden." I said and stood up when my eyes watered. Stop crying, Bree. It's stupid. You look stupid. But I've never felt so guilty in my entire life. Liam grabbed my arm so I sat back down. I closed my eyes, so he wouldn't see me cry.

"You weren't a virgin, were you?" He asked and I looked at him. I shook my head slowly from side to side and a tear fell down my cheek. He cleaned my tear. "Hey, why are you crying?" He hugged me and kissed my head. I started crying even more.

"Because I feel guilty." I sobbed.

"Why? Because you weren't a virgin?" I nodded.

"Because you were a virgin and I wasn't." I felt like a complete baby. I don't want to cry! Stop crying!

"I don't care about that." He held me tighter. He kissed my head and looked at me. "I don't care, Bree. The only thing that matters to me is that you enjoyed it." I looked at him, sobbing. I did enjoy it.

"Did you enjoy it?" I asked him and he chuckled.

"Are you seriously asking me if I enjoyed it?" I chuckled and he hugged me again. "Of course, I did." He looked at me, smiling, and gave me a peck. He whispered. "Get dressed. I don't want no one seeing you like this." I smiled and he gave me another peck. "Mine." His. He smiled and took the blanket off my body. He started kissing my neck, but I stopped him.

"If I don't get to see you naked, you don't get to see me naked." I said, still with soft sobs and he did a puppy face. I shook my head no and he gave me another peck.

"Fine, later." He stood and walked downstairs with a smirk. I shook my head no, smiling and started putting my clothes on. The guilt was less, but a part of me kept feeling guilty. I need someone to talk to.

Nina was the only one I could talk to. She wasn't a teenager anymore, but she once was. And I'm sure she has done something at least one that she regretted.

I walked to her room and the door was open. Jayden ran to me and hugged my legs.

"Hi, Bree!" He said and I kneeled, kissing his forehead.