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THIS MIGHT BE A TRIGGER !!
I stared down at my shaky bloody hands . Tears falling , head spinning . What have I done ? But why haven't I done this earlier ? So we wouldn't be broken, So bruised up , So hurt , So Gone . I threw the knife down . Staring down at my dead father .
All the pain he put Jackson and I threw and mostly my mother . I stood there so lost in thought off all the times he put us threw all the pain he caused and bruise marks he left on us .
I stabbed him 21 times .
20 times in the heart for breaking mine and the last one in the head .
Before I finally had enough . I was laying in my room listening to a new song that just came out last Thursday . Enjoying my time alone . When my room busted open . I jumped in fear from getting scared . My head snap towards my now open door and there he stood the devil himself .. My father with a beer in his hand and a huge grin on his face . I shook my head no .
Not again . I thought . But at least nothing with happen to Jackson . He made his way to me grabbing a hand full of my hair . Throwing me down the stairs . I screamed in pain .
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