L O S T lil xan

The end.

" hi , I'm Alex Fox with you on the latest news on Lil Xan. Just Friday he has committed suicide in his condo. His uncle Steve who had called the police saying there were no pulse."

" he was rushed to the California hospital but by the time they arrived it was already too late. He had also begun over dosing. Than he shot him self. "

" this is Alex Fox on your latest news, thank you & goodnight"

*diego two weeks eariler*

My mind won't stop racing The sadness won't go  away the knowing of  her gone  kills me every day the sadness  taking over my entire body I look  in the mirror and I see nothing blank expression's tired eyes , puffy eyes tears that won't seem to stop falling .  I hated that she was gone.

I hated how alone I felt .  I have  tons of people knows  my name tons of people around me 24 seven but it was the fact that inside I was  alone and it didn't matter what you did to try to fill the darkness the loneliness it was still there bc she was gone.

I stare at the pistol that laid on my lap.  The tears were falling. Been. There was no day that went by that I didn't cry. Everyone was dying. Lil peep just died from an overdose. Months later X died by getting shot. People die that didn't deserve half the shit happened to them. We grow up not knowing the world until the world shows us the truth. It's a sad world. No one ever gets out without scars a horrible past . That's life.

I hated to know that everyone I knew was dead. My mother. The love of my life. What's the point in living, when you're not happy? Why continue when your happiness is looking over you?

I pick it up. Place the pistol against my Temple. I close my eyes one last time. Took a deep breath.

" I'll see you soon Elora.."

BANG.

"Diego." I open my eyes. I couldn't see anything at first. Because it was too bright. But my vision started to focus.

My heart dropped. There she was. My mother with her hand out ready for me to grab. With Elora behind her. Looking as beautiful as she did when she were alive. They were wearing all white. I took her hand and hugged her crying. Not sad tears. Happy tears.
" I've missed you, my dearest Diego."
I smiled crying into her shoulder. I've never felt more safe in years. With her warm grip. Her breathing sounding the same when it did when I'd cry for help. Than I felt a hand on my back. I Turned around seeing it was Elora.

The beautiful Elora.

She smiled..

" Welcome home..."

~ thank you~

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