I knew I'd die . But never thought I'd like this . I stared in the mirror . My reflection shown an ugly girl with blood shot eyes . The tears couldn't stop from falling . I looked down at my stomach would've been three months today . Then just a few more months would known the gender .
"Elora..?" A soft voice said from the other side of the door . My head turned to the door.. It was Diego . You could hear the sadness in his voice . Sightly breaking like I already was ..
"come in ." my voice cracked placing both of my hands on the edge of the sink taking a deep breath looking down at the floor . Closing my eyes so tears wouldn't fall.
The door opened . Diego took a deep breath ..
" Elora , you've been in the bathroom for over an hour now .."
" I know " I replied with my eyes still close .
We always talked about having a kid . A small Diego running around the house .. Watching him or her grow up .
Diego named the baby without even knowing what the gender would be .
August young .
How he came up with it . August is when we first got together & we was young when we got together. I thought it was the most beautiful thing ever .
& I was due in August...
I turned around . Seeing Diego having tears falling already .. he opened his arms & I fell in them . We fell to the ground us both crying into each other arms . Holding each other tight like it was our last time seeing each other ..
" I'm so sorry Elora !" he sobs "I'm so sorry I can't even imagine, how the fuck you're feeling right now !" he cried in my hair . Kissing my head over & over again .....
I was staring out the window as Redd was driving . The city lights was pretty but Elora eyes was prettier .
( STOP DIEGO !! Feels ! )
The way they sparkled in the dark nights we spent together ." So what's bout to go down ?" Redd asked pulling me out of thoughts .
" niggaz are dying !"
Redd begin giggling like a high school girl speaking to their crush .
I chuckled at his girly giggle .
*Elora's pov*
" The fuck was that ?!" I panicked shock from what I just witness . What I just seen with my own two eyes ! She looked at me ." Max , he WAS once a human . At the age 14 when he used to get bullied he'd run . Run to this place to get away . The other's treated him like one of them . Then turned him into one of them . He turned into a horrible terrifying monster. He was such a good kid until the bullies changed him & mostly the other's , that lives here too .."
I stare at her with shock eyes .
other's ?
" There's more ?"
She nods looking scared as she began to speak again . She sightly began to shake . " There more evil then Max . You haven't seen nun yet ..."
My mouth dropped to the ground .
" Now your bout to wake u-" before she could finish she disappear in the thin air . I began screaming as my body started disappearing with the wind that blow by ..
My eyes shot open . I began screaming . For no reason .. I began cussing . For no reason . Freaking out . For no reason . My mind was black . My eyes kept rolling behind my head as I began humping the air . Moaning . I didn't know what was happening..
I started crying for help as my body was still humping the air .
I had no control of my body or anything ...
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