L O S T lil xan

Chapter 24

The things we've seen the deadly past that couldn't  seem to leave the present. It killed. It does and we can't do nothing about it, unfortunately. I went upstairs too check on her. I went into the bedroom.
No Elora.
"El?" I hollered her name as I began to feel worried, slightly shaking. I knew she wasn't the same. After what happened. She was Lost. No doubt.

Just like me. I was Lost. Afraid but I tried my best to keep it together. She needs me like I need her.

I opened the bathroom door. My eyes widen in fear shock ness. I let out a terrified scream. As I seen her with spilt wrist in a bath full of blood. Her eyes closed.

"EL!" I screamed running to her side. Letting out horrible nonstop cries.

I get her out of the tube holding her helpless body.

" HELP!" I scream as I began hearing footsteps running up the stairs.

"What the fuck!" I hear Redd
"EL, Please stay with me!" As I shook her and held her close. She was cold. I began holding her open wrist until the ambulance came. I didn't want to face the fact that she was gone. Her blood laid on me. I sat there screaming for her to wake. Hoping I would see her beautiful eyes open once more. But unfortunately they didn't.

Soon after they came. They told me she wasn't gonna make it. I fell to my knees. Everything felt like it was going in slow motion. They way they took her helpless body from my grip, was the last time I'd see her. The way they took her I knew I was even more Lost.

Might as well be dead.
Soon after Elora's mother shown at the hospital I say in the empty white hallway I heard her cries. My head against the wall. Tears falling. Heart racing.

Not everyone gets a happy ending. Not everyone gets to grow up and live happy ever after. In the world we live in some people just don't get that. It sucks and it hurts. Pain is a never ending day. Everyday someone is feeling pain. Someone is self-harming. Someone is over dosing. Someone is getting shot. The world is pain. There's happy in the world.

But all you see is pain. You live the pain you are the pain. I knew I was never gonna live happy even being famous I knew. She was the only one that kept happiness going in my world. Now that's she's gone.. I might as well be gone too..

Two months  later

I sat down as Elora's mother sat beside me. I canceled my world tour until next year. I stayed close to El's mom for the last two weeks when she called me to come down to town. She told me she had something to give me in person. It's been two weeks and still nothing. She told me she wanted to wait until the right moment.

"It's time" she looked at me as she handed me a letter.

I looked at it as I took it.

" she wrote you something, a while back before you guys met again.She knew someday she'd eventually see you again. Love you again." She smiles at me as she kissed my cheek leaving.

I opened the letter. Tears immediately started to fall.

Diego,
The day. The day will come. The day will come when I'll meet you again. The next time I do. Will probably be my last. You were in pain. When you left. I could see it. I knew it. You were my best friend. I wanted more. But I knew I couldn't get more. I knew what we had was nothing like before. Next time I see you. I will never stop caring. I'll be the one to save you. From the deadly pain. I will be the one that will make you live on and make history. You're life is worth it. And I want to be the one to show you that. I want to be the one to show you that even how hard times get. You can never give up. But I know I'm going to die. But all I ever wanted was to say I love you. I do. Maybe when I see you I can tell you. But if I can't. Know my love for you will never end. You can't see but you can feel it in the wind as you go about your day. I'll be watching you from the side line or up in the sky. But never give up on what really matters in life. Live your dream be your dream.

Change the world. Be the world that you know people should be around and love. Never doubt yourself. Be someone that'll make a change so we don't have anymore wonderful people die.

You only live once make it a good one. I love you Diego forever and always...

-E

~ hii guys so that's the end of this book. I know I was gone for a while! It's kinda short and simple . I loved writing this book and getting all the feedback. I know there's a lot of mistakes. But I loved writing this book and reading all the comments.. thank you so much with your support! I love you all so so so much ❤️

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