L O S T lil xan

Chapter 19

  Everything around me that I stood looking around with shock eyes as it  was darker, colder and obscured by an omnipresent fog . From where I once was that wasn't here.  Somewhere somewhat better .

The world .

Was this "Wonderland" ? I thought to myself .

It was such a scary place .

I began walking , terrified on what I'd come face too . I had no clue where I was going. Or where I'd end up. If there is even an ending point  in this "Wonderland" .  This place was like it's own world .

And it sent chills down my spine and made   my hair on the back of my neck stand up in a straight line .

I  shiver in  fear as I walked deeper and deeper into the dark . Wishing I wouldn't but I had no other choice .  I honestly didn't believe that I was even here I kept squeezing my eyes shut hoping ,  praying that I was only dreaming .  But  I wasn't this  was real .

Then as I was trying not to believe that I was here I kept on hearing breaking branches heavy breathing behind me . I've truthfully never  been this the scared in my entire life after everything that happened to me I was terrified my breathing getting  heavier and heavier as I begin to run run for my life not knowing what was behind me I just ran it started making weird noises like it was calling for other people or even creatures .

I wanted to cry but I didn't I wanted to scream but nothing came out .
I hid behind a tree holding my hand to my mouth and I was out of breath.

Not knowing if I'd past out at any moment due to not breathing well from the running .  But then it hit me  as I thought this was probably the end and I wasn't going to see Diego no more that I wasn't  gonna live a  happy ever after like I planned on with him. But  people like us just don't get too . We just don't get too be happy or love or be loved .  And honestly me thinking that I would live a Happy Ever After made me  look silly , dumb and it hurt.  But that's just how it goes .

but I  wasn't  going to be able to  speak  to Diego again and  that  I couldn't  be the one to save him from the pain that killed him.  I don't even know if he was alive but  last time I knew he was dead.

A single tear dropped from my tired helpless eyes . I have fallen to my knees crying non-stop not caring if whatever what was out there heard  me heard  my loud cries I didn't care . My eyes opened as I felt something wet hit my arm  and I wish they wouldn't have opened because  it front of me was slyva or blood or whatever it was falling right in front of me I slowly lifted my head up to come to face to face with ........

~hey guys , very short chapter ): sorry guys I've been really busy working and its 3:21 am . I hope you guys like it Elora is in WONDERLAND ! this is somewhat based off of stranger things wonderland is . but I hope you guys like it . it'd be awesome if you guys would comment stuff !!! But please vote atleast 20 ? For the next chapter . but I hope you guys have an amazing Christmas !!!!!! xxxskyler~