Tatak FicFac

When Love is Not an Answer

I'd like to believe that LOVE really exist.

I'd like to believe that TRUE love belongs to those who are honest to their feelings.

I'd like to believe that FOREVER awaits to those who intends to keep their promises of love.

I'd like to believe that love is  ENOUGH to erase the pain burdened in the depth of thy heart.

One great thing about love is when you always forget the world whenever you remember that one person, for no reason, makes you smile. A sweet smile as fresh as the morning dew, lots of meaning, lots of thougths and emotion, lots of unexplainable feelings. Plain and natural.

Everything is wonderful when you fall in love. Every imperfection seems perfect when you stay in love. It brightens the darkest side of life and even those worse scenarios can be seen as the best seasons of your days. Captured within your moments of memories, reminiscing reveries.

But sometimes...

Oh, that sometimes...

Sometimes love can be the most dangerous thing in this world than you could imagine... And when I say dangerous, It means literally hazardous...

Naranasan mo na bang magmahal ng TOTOO?

Dahil kung oo siguradong naranasan mo na ring magpaka-martyr.

At  kung naranasan mo nang magpakamartyr siguradong naranasan mo nang magpakatanga.

At kung naranasan mo nang magpakatanga siguradong naranasan mo nang masaktan ng paulit-ulit.

At kung naranasan mo nang masaktan ng paulit-ulit siguradong mauunawaan mo ako, at ang kwento ko.

It's funny how love can make you stupid, and it's amusing how your stupidity brings out the best in you. Yung tipong hindi mo alam kung bakit at paano mo nagawa ang isang bagay na hindi mo inaakalang makakapagpasaya sa iyo.

Ang sarap lang kapag nagliligawan. Lahat ng matatamis na bagay nandyan, kulang na lang sambahin nyo ang isa't isa. Hatid sundo ka nya sa school, binibigyan ka ng flowers and chocolates kada valentines, dinadala ka nya sa mamahaling resto, kinakain yung favorite food nyo.

Those moments whenever you are with the one you love, the one that makes your heart beat faster, the one that makes you insane dealing with mix emotions. Tapos kapag naging kayo na, kulang na lang sumayaw ka sa sobrang kilig, kase sa wakas boyfriend mo na yung lalaking survivor sa lahat ng pagpapahirap mo nung nanliligaw pa sya.

Ganyan kami ni Daniel noon. Naalala ko pa noong nanliligaw sya sa akin. Super cute nya, lagi syang nag-stand out sa paningin ko. Buo na ang araw ko kapag nakita ko na sya. Kada lunchbreak sabay kaming kumakain sa canteen, lagi kaming naggu-group study sa library. Actually sya nga yung dahilan kung bakit tumino ako sa pag-aaral ko, eh.

Yung mga friends namin lagi kaming tinutukso sa isa't isa. Lalo na kung may special events o happenings sa school, tanong agad nila kung saan yung date namin. Lagi kaming magkasama, sa loob man o labas ng school. Lagi nya akong hinahatid sa terminal ng jeep.

I was so very happy as if I own the world. I was the apple of his eyes, the spotlight was mine, lahat ng atensyon nya nasa akin. Hindi sya nagkulang sa oras, alam nyang balansehin ang oras nya for me at sa pag-aaral.

Ang dami nyang niregalo sa akin, kahit minsan pumapalya akong magbigay in return. Lagi syang nag-a-iloveyou sa akin. Personal man yan, sa text o sa calls o kahit sa social medias. Ako lang din ang laman ng wall nya sa facebook. My photos, captioned with his sweet love for me.

But life will not give you everything you want. The twists always comes later, tears follows. Because in every happiness, sadness always prelude after.