We are Young \\Leebury\\ Modern AU

17.

WARNING ⚠️: MENTION OF SUICIDE AND SMUT! ITS CRINGY DONT WORRY.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Samuel asked as Charles sat with his legs out on the tall grass that surrounded him.
Charles shook his head "my knee and arm hurt like hell. I'm pretty sure I fractured my arm." He said with a laugh like breath on the end.
"You need to go to the hospital then."
"I can't I wouldn't know how and neither of my parents would talk me. It'll be fine." Charles said as he rubbed circles on his kneecap.
"..Charles." Samuel said quietly, trying to hold back from crying again.
Charles just smiled a bit. He fell back and laid quietly on the grass.
Samuel sat there feeling bad about everything and thinking about how if he could he would reverse the day, everything that happened. He had no clue why he did that, he's never been angry enough to physically hurt someone but Charles pushed him over the edge. Then he pushed Charles over the edge.
"Samuel." Charles said, catching Sams attention. "I hope this doesn't worry you but honestly.. I wish it would've killed me."
Samuel didn't know what to say. He looked at the ground and played with the grass. "Why" He said quietly.
"Everything. Everything is awful.I mean besides you but you know."
"Charles please stop I hate this. Stop talking like this. You better not kill yourself, you mean so much to me." He said inching closer to Charles.
"I'm not going to kill myself but if a gun was pointed at me I probably wouldn't move."
Samuel laid his head on Charles stomach.
"Nobody would miss me"
"I would"
"You'd get over it."
Samuel thought about it. Would he get over it? Probably. So he didn't respond.
"Charles I feel really bad. I want to do something for you" Samuel said, lifting up his head.
"Hmm?"
Samuel slowly slid his hand up the bottoms of Charles' shirt and started to rub his low stomach slowly.
Charles laughed and lifted his head up, which was hard because he left his body flat. "What are you doing?" He asked "that tickles."
Samuel didn't respond, he just focused on what he was doing.
Samuel subtly started to put his hands Little by Little under the belt line of Charles jeans. He would do a little bit of his hand at first then more so he could feel Charles pubic hair.
Charles said nothing but he lifted his head up a few times to look at Samuel.
A noticeable bulge formed in Charles pants so Samuel unbuttoned the button but didn't yet unzip the zipper. He instead ran his hand over Charles' bulge through his jeans. Charles arched his back up slightly.
"You don't have to do this Sammy." He said, his voice more breathless than usual.
"I want to." Samuel declared as he unzipped the pants and pulled them down enough you could see where his boxers ended.
He could see most off Charles length now and started to stroke him through his boxers.
Charles made small noises, less moans and more, almost squeak noises.
Eventually, after Samuel thought it was enough, he slowly pulled down Charles boxers exposing his bare cock.
Samuel positioned himself, he put his right knee between Charles knees and his left leg straddling Charles'.
He leaned down and licked from the base of Charles' dick to the tip and put his mouth around it after. He started slowly going down, less that half but got faster and deeper as it went on.
"Fuck. Watch your teeth." Charles said suddenly but Samuel just looked at him, though more aware of his teeth.
Samuel kept going, almost able to reach the bottom now.
Charles accidentally backed up making Samuel gag but he put his mouth back and kept going.
Charles put his hand through Samuels hair and started to guide him. He started to go faster and let out small noises as Samuel would do different things.
"I'm close." Charles breathed heavily.
Samuel kept bobbing his head up and down until Charles came in his mouth.
Charles let out a, any other time, embarrassing moan and arched his back as he came.
Samuel swallowed everything and laid his head on Charles chest who was breathing heavily and pulling his boxers slowly up his legs.
"Was that your first time ever?" Charles asked.
"Yeah." Samuel said as he looked up at the sky, almost still in shock.
"Have you ever got one?" Charles asked.
"No." Samuel responded.
"Would you want one?"
"Don't think I'd mind."

Authors note Thatwascringethatwascringethatwascringe anso I finished this at 3 at night and I had half this written for half a week because I didn't know how to go about writing smut hahaha