My Love- Luke Or Calum

what is he doing?

I have been outta yhe hospital for about 2 weeks now. To say im doing better is an understatement. Im really not, if anything things have gottan worse. Everyday i get a text from luke saying he is sorry but i havent answered back. And everyday he does something to try and make it up. 3 days ago he made a video spilling the whole truth about what happened and that he is wholeheartedly sorry for how stupid he was being and for the things he did. The next day i got a giant black devil bear. My favorite. It came with a letter. And it said
  Maybe this devil will slay your demons. I wish you the best.
   -love l.h.(fuckboy)

And then yesterday my favourite band came to my house and preformed a song for me. My favorite band is flyleaf and they sung  circle. It was beautiful i got to meat lacey the lead singer. I'm still waiting for today's surprise. It should be here considering everyday he started this it came at exactly 11:30 a.m. I'm still really really mad at him wait no I'm not mad I'm furious. I just don't want to forgive him so fast like a did last time we see how that worked out. Ashton is keeping his distance from Luke he says just because they're in the same band doesn't mean he has to hang out with him and that he still really mad that he hurt me again even when he said he wouldn't. I've been trying to get my life back together and have a cut since I got out of the hospital I mean that good right? I even started talking to this guy. He is really nice though he's been there when I needed him. He has become my best friend I don't like him and he doesn't likes me we are just really good friends.
  I got broken out of my thoughts when my phone starts to buzz. I check it its from a unknown number.
(u.k. means unknown # m=mal)
U.k- hi how are you?
M- who is this?
U.k- someone
M- srry im blocking you
U.k- wait no don't i just wanna talk to someone.
M- oh ok
U.k srry for making you feel weird
M- its ok 20q?
U.k- sure u start
M- girl boy?
U.k- boy, girl boy?
M- girl uhh age
U.k- 19 u?
M- 18 name?
U.k- lucas hbu?
M- mal last name
U.k- hood u?
M- irwin wait my brothers friend's last name is irwin
U.k- yeah my cousin's friend is irwin and has a sister his name is ashton
M- no way you calpals cousin im ashtons sister
L- no way thats awesome.
(l- is for lucas!!!!)
M- hav you seen calum lately?
L- uh yeah but he seems really outta it says its bc of the band
M- uh yeah luke cheated on me and lied the boys got pissed and they r only keeping the band together bc i the fans and i told them to.
L- oh im so sorry mal
M- eh its fine
L- calum is here and he told me you where in the hospital why?
M- bc i love luke and i couldnt take it soooo
L- you cut?
M- yeah :(
L- stop that
M- i did i have Been clean for a while
L- thats good
M- yeah tell calpal i said HIIIIIIII!!!!!!!
L- he said hello mal and him and tris broke up thats why he is down he lied bc he was to embarrassed
M- omfg im so sorry tell calum to come over NOW!!!
L- on his way

They broke up. Poor cal. He may seem so flirty and sexual and nasty at times but he really isnt he is so nice and caring. Trus was so innocent and keep herself on a tight leash but calum is outgoing and always hyper. Tris isnt she is quiet and always stays in. Thats probably why they broke up they are ao different and tris probably didnt agree on what he was doing but you no thats no reason to leave. That might not even be the reason they broke up. I just hope he is ok i dont want him hurting.
  "Uhhh mal calum is bere for you" ash yells. I walk out and just hug calpal. I dont just hug him because he is hurting i hug him because i need a hug and im hurting. I will bend over backwords for this boy. I will do anything for him to be happy again. And thats what i will do. I take cal in my room so we can talk without ash interrupting.
  "Why did this happen?"
  "She said we wern't good enough together because-"

Ashtons p.o.v.

Calum came for mal. And they hugged. They went to her room. And she locked it. Oh please no dont be what i think it is.

(H is for hemmings a is for ashton)

A- calum came for mal she locked herself in her room with him
Lh- are they a thing?
A- i hope not
Lh- ashton?
A- what?
Lh- im in the hospital rn i didn't want to tell you
A- why?
Lh- i tried to commit suicide
A- whym
Lh- its hard withou her i tried getting her back but she hates me
A- thats kust gr8 my sister and best friend tried to commite suicide bc of eachother. You love her she loves you she is just trying to change that bc she hurts
Lh- it hurts not being with her it really does i did everything i can to try and get her back it didnt work
Lh- gtg hospital is taking my phone for the night

Mals p.o.v

"She said we went good enough together because we are total opposites. That we wernt ment to be and then i saw her having a VERY heated make out session then i found out that it was this guy named Tobias and they have been together for a while. Mal what do i do" he started to cry. Oh my lord dont cry. I pull him in a hug and we sit like thag for about a hour.
  "Thank you mal"
  "No problem calpal i love you i dont want you hurting"
  "I love you too mal your such a good friend" calum looks at me and stares. He leans in and kisses me. I kiss back and tell you what it feels good to be kissed. Im not a whore i just miss luke. But calum has always been there when i needed him. Luke would have been the father of my child. Calum makes me feel loved. Luke did too though.
  When calum put his hands up my shirt all thoughts where lost. I put my arms around hiz neck and pull him closer putting my fingers in his hair making him moan. He pulls off both mine and his shirt.
  "Calum i dont want to do this if its not going last"
  "I want this to happen i want us to happen mal" with that said he kisses me again. He pulls my pants off and does the same with his. And one thing leads to another.

"OPEN UP MALLORY I KNOE CALUM IS STILL IN THERE AND I KNOW WHAT YOU TO DID!" ugh i now im in trouble because he used my full first name Mallory i hate it so much. Its a ugly name.
  "ASHTON LEAVE ME ALONE AND VERY CALL ME MALLORY I HATE MY FULL NAME AND YOU DONT KNOW WHAT GOING ON SO DONT TRY AND SAY YOU DO BECAUSE YOU DON'T!" calum is still here he has been and we talked about what happened. Turns out he really likes me. He said i make his day better and my smile makes me smile. He also told me luke usnt original meaning the song he sung the first time i forgive him was calums idea and the little surprises was also calums idea and so where everything i got or saw and the dates where cal's idea to all of the nice things luke did was because cal picked it out. Thats what made me love luke because he just what i loved and knew what to do for my walls to break and here turns out he didn't calum did. And deep down inside i knew that i was juat to caught up un luke i never truly noticed.
  "I DONT FUCKING CARE MALLORY GET OUT HERE YOU LOVE LUKE SO WHY DO THIS" i went to open the door after i got dressed.
  "Because did you now everything he has done for me was calums idea and i do mean every date gift everything. The first time i forgave him he played a song and it was cal's idea. Deep down i knew that but didnt care because i had Luke. Luke isnt original and i need originality in my life i cant have copies in my life.and you want to now the truth i knew me and luke wouldnt work out because yes i was sill madly in love with him it started to fade it took a while. It was 3 days after i got outta the hospital that i no longer love him. Things change ashton and so do people."

I changed the title from luke hemmings my love to my love- luke or calum because of this twist........