My Love- Luke Or Calum

what?

He is speechless. Im guessing he didn't now that well i dont care my feelings for luke where fake. Just like our relationship was. Fake. He cheated and lied he was never loyal to me. I dont think he will ever be loyal. Calum though he has always been a friend to me the most whenever i needed him he was there. He has always been nice and caring for me. I dont now why i haven't seen it before. I like calum i have just been blind by luke i couldn't tell. And i dont care what Ashton thinks he doesn't know how i feel or what im going through.
  "I...i didnt now"
  "Of course you didn't maybe this whole 'ashton the observant' is a lie maybe you aren't so observant"
  "What the hell has got into you Mal your being a first class Bitch"
  "Do you wanna now whats wrong. Luke us whats wrong he lied cheated and he made me blind i didn't love luke i thought i did but i didn't i got blinded by him because he have me what i truly wanted. To be loved. But he isn't the one i truly was made for. Yeah it seemed luke i loved lue but i didn't. I seemed like i loved luke because he was like calum. I had a big crush on luke when i first got there. I got to now him better then calum and i loved him but turns out he copied calum. Im not ment for luke"
  "She is ment for me" calum walks out of my room with his pants on. He walks up to me and hugs me from behind.
  "Im sorry mal but luke is my friend and-"
  "Yeah and so am i" i dont think this is going to end well.
  "Yeah but-"
  "Yeah but nothing Ashton me and you have been closer than you and luke always now you seem to hate me and favor Luke" calum lets go and walks away to my room amd gets his shirt. "Sorry mal but i got to go"
  "Then im coming with you"
  "The hell you are mal" ashton yells
  "No ashton im moving out of here i cant take you constantly talking about luke. Get it through your mind that i dont like him." i walk away and pack some stuff. I will stay at a hotel intill i get a apartment of my own. Something small and not to big.
  "I will stay at a hotel till i get my own apartment i might even move back nto Melbourne and join my old gang. Maybe go back and relive all the things that made my life great. Yeah thats it im moving to Melbourne" i grab my laptop and book a flight to Melbourne. I have a old gang i used to run with im my junior year of high school. We got into a lot of trouble for drugs violence and a case of murder once. But the guy was just asking for it. Tou shouldn't try and rape me especially when i started the danm gang and they look up to me as a leader. And when you disrespect me the boys go crazy. Then i left and they kept asking for me back and i kept saying no. But maybe i shouldnt have left. I miss the boys. Daniel, cam, troy, Damian, damon, Ethan, james, jack, Dimitri, Constantine, lustat, Vince, mason then there was the girls Lilly, Sarah, vallory, and  Kennedy. The girls all left which lect me and the boys which didnt bother us.
  "Mal don't" calum begs
  "I have to their isnt anything for me here"
  "But i am and ashton is"
  "Im not cut out to live with ashton. And i cant be here."
  "Then im coming with you i was leaving the band anyway"
  "I cant have you do that"
  "To late already booked the ticket im leaving tomorrow"
  "Me too"

Im all packed to leave tomorrow so im sitting on the couch with calum and ashton watching. Steven kings it its a good movie i love it.
  There is a knock on the door and ashton getts it and becomes real pail.
  "Ashton who is it?"
  "Its......"